LITTLE GREEN ROBOTS :D

2010-03-19T22:30:00.000+08:00

There's a thin line 'tween the dark side and the light side.

2010-03-12T00:16:00.001+08:00

I used to enjoy running, running away.
But in the end, I always had to turn around, and head back to face up to the problems.

It's unavoidable.

2010-02-16T13:39:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, good things fall apart so that better things can fall together.

I need new markers, notebooks and stickers.
I want to curl up with a good book to read, or a good movie to just munch and watch.
And I want it to rain, so that I can see the rainbow that comes after, and splash in the puddles.

I'm a greedy girl, I know.

2010-02-15T15:24:00.003+08:00

This is what they call awesomeness. ♥

&Genie, I only said I won't say it so much, doesn't mean I'll stop entirely. :D Heh.

2010-02-13T16:15:00.002+08:00

Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't breakeven.

I love my friends ttm. ♥
Cause they make me realize how effing lucky I am. Tons of love to those yesterday.

And here's a CNY resolution,
stop saying the f word so much.

2010-02-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

I just can't believe you're gone
Still waiting for morning to come
When I see if the sun will rise
And the way that you're by my side
When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it all reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for every day
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or at least how the story goes
I never believed until now
I know I'll see you again I'm sure
No, it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night one more day
One more smile on your face
But they can't take yesterday

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday

I thought our days would last forever
But it wasn't our destiny
Cause in my mind we had so much time
But I was so wrong
No I can believe that
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday

♥

2010-02-06T17:14:00.003+08:00

The streets keep holding on but now she's so far gone.

Note to self; BUY LIT TEXTS.
&OG13 is awesome. ♥

2010-01-17T21:55:00.000+08:00

So this is how it feels like to fly.

2010-01-16T22:01:00.002+08:00

Ransom notes keep falling out of your mouth,
mid-sweet talk, newspaper words cut-outs.
-

'Cause it's only when we're up so high, that we realize, how small we are. Yet it's so ironic, that such small beings, do such drastic things that can affect the rest of this big, huge, enormous space.

2010-01-11T23:23:00.000+08:00

First official day of school, I'm exhausted already. It seems somewhat scary though, the years are flying by so fast. Soon, I'll be out in the open, out in the real world. Cheer up my loves, it's gonna be okay. ♥ My feelings are so freaking mixed up now. Wtf. Idk if I'm angry, sad, worried, happy or just plain tired. I'm weird.

&XK, I was barely there for the OGL camp, what's there to update about! Haha, loves.

2010-01-07T22:15:00.002+08:00

Hey bitch, didn't your mum ever teach you that staring is really rude? Keep your freaking eyes to yourself. You don't have the right to judge me just by my appearance.

#HUNDRED

2009-12-26T16:00:00.005+08:00

I want my Samsung CorbyPro please~! Faster come Singapore, and faster drop in price, (: Ah it's so damned freaking gorgeous. ♥

&I'm so jealous of those people who can play piano by ear! So so so so so so jealous. Haha, I wanna play so many songs, but I'm *blink blink* lost. Why're the songs all so deefeekult. ): My left hand can't coordinate!

School's starting veryveryveryvery soon. Oh em gee~

On a side note, yay yay yay Brian has moved house and is 5 stops away from me! :D His condo got squash courts, can go there and play! And can use the gym freely, teehee~ Bye bye negative stamina. :D I will not be lazy! :)

I'm very lazy to reply tags one by one since they all are about the same thing. So hiiii back! :) I'm damn late, but oh well~ That reminds me, I need to superglue my sole again. T_T I need new sports shoes, but so lazy to buy. Me see no nice shoes anywhere.

#NINETYNINE

2009-11-26T22:42:00.003+08:00

&I'll forget the world that I knew.
-

Yay today went with darling K4 to City Square Mall, and we ate Seoul Garden (!)

It was so awesome. Miss all the times that we've spent together m'dears. ♥ It'll be so awesome, if all four of us could row a K4 again for fun! Through the heavy rains and the scorching sun! It was retarded, eating ourselves very full, laughing around, and everything! Teriyaki chicken ftw. :) &The stupid chicken meatball never came idiot. To conclude, today was simply awesome.

L♥ve you, another outing soon!

#NINETYEIGHT

2009-11-12T00:34:00.001+08:00

♥

#NINETYSEVEN

2009-11-09T15:09:00.006+08:00

If only time could replay,
I'll have it replay on that very day, that very hour, that very minute, those few seconds.

If only.

Chinese tomorrow, don't know how to study. But after tomorrow, no more Chinese! :) &That sounds like a really awesome thought. &It'll be reality after tomorrow! Whoopedeedoo~

#NINETYSIX

2009-11-03T22:37:00.004+08:00

Every chance we have just seems to go up in smoke.

Hate you mf, stop restarting you bitch. Let me watch my show in peace, tyvm. Stop being such a mf. Rah.

Jesse's Crash&Burn. ♥

#NINETYFIVE

2009-10-25T22:57:00.005+08:00

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE TAKING O LEVELS! ♥
Lots of love and well wishes, xoxo.
(I just realized how much numbers I've lost. *Frowns*)

&I got my mint sunflower seeds!
Results tomorrow. ):

#NINETYFOUR

2009-10-21T23:05:00.003+08:00

We're living in a den of thieves,
rummaging for answers in the pages.
♥

#NINETYTHREE

2009-10-20T00:05:00.000+08:00

I can't freaking find it anywhere.

The happy constant that was once there,
is now gone.

#NINETYTWO

2009-10-19T15:57:00.004+08:00

You're Beautiful eng subs're finally out! :D
But they're subbing veryveryveryvery slowly. ):

Episode 1, part 3 only. What is this! &It's already at episode 6 (!) Please sub faster kthx. People like me are korean-speaking idiots, so I badly need the subs. :) It's weird to watch them and not understanding whatever they are saying. Sloth subbers, please sub faster. Appreciate it.

On a side note,
I ♥ Youku! :D

It is so awesome, compared to zshare, megavideo, etc etc etc. :D Youtube loves to cut off the last part, which totally suckz. Yay, I'm spamming loading 90210 'cause there's nothing much to watch right now. GossipGirl tomorrow! :D &BBT and TAAHM!

Haha, and I said I'll exercise.
But I ended up eating sinful chocolate brownie cookies and stoning before the computer bug-eyed. :D I'll start exercising, soon enough. :) My stamina is prolly negative now.

-
You got me standing at the bottom of this mountain that we've made
And the ground is shaking from all of our mistakes
But there's no one, nothing but us in our way
It's a matter of time, we can rewind
♥

#NINETYONE

2009-10-17T21:47:00.004+08:00

Yay exams're finally over! :D

(500) Days of Summer was simply awesome. ♥ I want to rewatch it again, it was just beautiful. &Joseph has the loveliest smile ever. :) And walking from PlazaSing to the Flyer wasn't that bad. If only it wasn't that hot.

Sleepover @ Qiqi's was fun. And fattening. And lazy. And tiring. And retarded. Love you guys muchlys. :) Haha. Charcoal hands! Qiqi's house is super nice for slacking, I shall crash her house even more often from now on.

Now I can watch all my shows without feeling any guilt. Absolutely. :D

-
You're like an Indian summer in the middle of winter
Like a hard candy with a surprise center
♥

#NINETY

2008-11-06T22:26:00.000+08:00

xanga.com/r_unawaylove. ♥

#EIGHTYNINE

2008-11-03T23:38:00.009+08:00

The broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better

I think I need to keep myself busier. I keep thinking of you. Even reading throws my mind back to you. Every single little itty bitty thing, links back to you. Those thoughts, I can't keep thinking. Those dreams, I shouldn't be dreaming. It's time to leave them behind. Move on, move on.

Hazel, stop be lazy. Get out of the house, do something. Stop stoning around and letting those thoughts nag at you. You say you need to fix your comp, you say you need to cut your hair, you say you need to shop, you say you need to get a tan, you say you need to skateboard, go ahead.

I need to fix my comp, asap. It's been almost a month. I will, I should, I must do it by this week.

I feel like doing something reckless, something crazy.
Only that I don't know what.

#EIGHTYEIGHT

2008-10-31T23:11:00.005+08:00

Two days of holidays and I'm already bored. Fantastic. :)

Maybe it's just my plain laziness of loading shows. Okay fine, I loaded HSM3 yesterday, unfortunately, the website claimed that I've watched like 10000+ mins in a day that I couldn't watch after like 20mins. Yeah right, I'm sure a day has that many minutes. Anyway, the show was rather retarded. I'm quite lazy to go reload. Stupid Megavideo did that to my Made Of Honour too. ):

I'm bored I'm bored I'm super dee duperly bored.

Lauren doesn't want to play SS with me, partly causing this boredom. ): &She's insisting I go reload HSM3. Lazy. :D I do nothing but sleep eat comp tv at home. But the tv is pretty boring in the morning. Spore should seriously consider getting nicer shows. :) :) :) Facebook gets boring after awhile of playing around.

I crave for pizza. :D

Trick or treat, Halloween today. Didn't go for the usual estate rounds. Neither did Kristal. Jasmine went to follow her friend at her friend's place. I was too lazy. :D &Kinda tired after training.

My husband was so sweet yesterday.

gladys (: says:
my heart is still (U)
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ says:
whhhhyy! ):
gladys (: says:
cause its missing you to mend its broken-ness

I L♥VE YOU GLADYS HUSBAND. I'm not cheating on you ._. She simply doesn't trust that I'm not having an affair behind her back. Bleh ._.

I think I'm going back to Neopets. :D Tomorrow should be a better day. Changi Airport. Hahaha xD I need to go do something about my hair soon! ): I don't like my fringe, it's weird now, really weird. Should I go bangs? :X

balloonman.: :)
The balloon ran out of air. ):
qiqi: HELLLLO YOU POOP! love youuu. icecream+popcorn chicken+whipped potato=yummyyyy.
WHIPPED POTATO. :D :D Hahaha, I'm hungry right now. &I can't get my food cause my sis is in the room. Later she see she want to take. I feel so selfish. :B
qiqi: wah alvyn! didn't know you visit hazel's blog one. hahah! and hazel where got cheem omg. HAHA. you look closely, her posts nothing cheem. HAHA. i think you mistook the book stuff for her words! hahah!
Lol. Just Listen is reallyreally nice book btw. :)
chendol: hazel gohh!! iie lurbbe lurbbe euu worhxzx.. haha.. love you sexy:)
Hahaha, iie lurbbe lurbbe euu tuuhzx. :D
YENHUA :D: HEY DOODE :D HOW
HEEEEELLO.
YENHUA :D: *HOW'S LIFE
LIFE'S BORING AS USUAL. :B HOW'S YOURS! (:
YJ: lol omg. dumb girl. xD
Bleh whatever, you dumb boy. Haha, sounds like dumbo, you flying elephant.
Minh: I really need to buy sunglasses asap since I'm ab to fly back already ><. tell me where to buyyyyyyyyy
Cineleisureeee have. Everywhere have! Hahaha.
Minh: Tks.
Huh, welcome?
Minh: Nice one Hazel. I waited 2 hrs at school, and finally had to go back by main gate D:
Sorrrrrrraaayye! ): ): I really didn't mean it okay.

Addicted, ♥

MOUTH SHUT; The Veronicas

I kept my mouth shut from the start
I guess I left you in the dark
You thought you knew me but you don't
You say you'll love me but you wont
When you find out who I am

I kept my mouth shut for too long
All this time you got me wrong
Now we're in this way too far
I'm about to break your heart
Tear everything we had apart

'Cause I'm feeling lost
When I'm in your arms
The reasons are gone
For why I was holding on to you
I tried so hard
To be the one
I don't like who I've become

Won't keep my mouth shut anymore
I've had my share of closing doors
Now I know I'm not afraid
I know exactly what you'll say
But I'm sorry it's too late

'Cause I'm feeling lost
When I'm in your arms
The reasons are gone
For why I was holding on to you
I tried so hard
To be the one
I don't like who I've become

Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
(I kept inside of me for all this time)
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
(Thought that I could make it work if I just tried)
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
(But I'm sorry to admit that I have lived a lie)

'Cause I'm feeling lost
When I'm in your arms
The reasons are gone
For why I was holding on to you
I tried so hard
To be the one
I don't like who I've become

I kept my mouth shut for too long
Now I know that it was wrong

I wish I told you from the start
That this was never meant to last
We should've never gone this far

Won't keep my mouth shut anymore

♥

#EIGHTYSEVEN

2008-10-29T23:45:00.005+08:00

When you're just screaming inside, and you can't let your feelings out.

Last day of school! :B Terribly well spent, with science ._. Okay fine, the first video wasn't that boring, in fact, the creatures were rather cute/disgusting. :D Especially that little cute balloony bobbing thing. :D Many left LT in the middle of the thing, lol.

&Last day of schools were meant to be a whole lot more,... exciting?

So maybe there ain't partings, maybe there ain't any goodbyes said this year. But it brings me back to last year. SC, I still terribly miss. D:

Things in the past that I just simply can't push aside and just dump away like that. I miss you guysssss. ): ): ): 1CO'06, 2GR'07, SCNCC, BadSociety, Pandions, RandomBabes, OOFamily, oppa, husband, platoonmates,... and the rest. ♥

I regret for the 192840198509236486th time for coming NJ.

#EIGHTYSIX

2008-10-25T23:36:00.002+08:00

Hazel needs to go do something about her hair veryveryvery soon. :)

Sounds bimbo, but whatever. I need to fix my laptop too! I bet the virus prolly took over my laptop and killed my comp so it's now left for the dead ._. It's been almost three weeks, (I think) and I haven't sent it to a repair shop. This is so kuku. And I need a therapy shopping spree. Just that, I have no kachiiingzx. ): Sponsor me?

Yesterday was such a dumb day. I brought the camera to school, happily wanting to take photos. In the end, when I took it out, and tried to turn it on, I realised that it couldn't be turned on. So I wanted to check the battery, and in the end it turned out that, I didn't even bring the battery ._______. I left it at home. So dumb hahaha.

Then other dumb thing, I couldn't find my handphone in my bag, so I thought that I probably left it at home. So for the entire day, I was so sian-ed without my handphone .__. Towards the end of the day, on the bus home, I felt something vibrating in my bag. I realised, I freaking brought my handphone .______.

I felt so freaking dumb ._.

Plus, it was a horridly embarrassing day. Thanks to Genie and Qi. Rawr ._.

Hahaha, searching for baby names is quite fun. (: There's this two names, Anemone and Alake xD Then Lauren was so lame about it. "You be Anemone, I'm Alake. You're in me! Anemone in A-lake."

HAHAHAHAHA, wtcrap man, seriously. :D

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that

'Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

♥

#EIGHTYFIVE

2008-10-24T23:09:00.001+08:00

Baby, baby, please believe me
Find it in your heart to reach me
Promise not to leave me behind
♥

#EIGHTYFOUR

2008-10-22T22:54:00.001+08:00

Addiction. ♥

MAKE YOU SMILE; +44

The last time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't see you with the Sun shining in my eyes
I said "Hello" but you kept on walking
I'm going deaf from the sound of the freeway

The Last time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't hear you with your voice ringing in my ears
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you, you're always so far away

The first time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't see you with the smoke getting in my eyes
I said "Hello" but you kept on walking
I'm going deaf from the sound of the DJ

The first time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't hear with the noise ringing in my ears
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you, you're always so far away

I don't, don't wanna take you home
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone
If I could, I'd only want to make you smile
If you would stay with me a while

The next time I see you, you'll turn away
I'll say "Hello" but you'll keep on walking
The next time you see me, I'll turn away
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night,
I couldn't feel you, you're always too far away

I don't, don't wanna take you home
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone
If I could, I'd only want to make you smile
If you would stay with me a while

I don't, don't wanna take you home
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone
If I could, I'd only want to make you smile
If you would stay with me a while

(:

#EIGHTYTHREE

2008-10-21T22:08:00.005+08:00

Hazel is still horrigibily wobbily bored. :D

Yesterday was a gay day. :) Rhymes! Hahaha. Bus-ed to school, supposed to do maktab but end up Grace did. xD Cause I was almost late. Then, EB/ER. Omg, so boring ._. Editing of videos, and watching of videos. Hahaha. After that, went down to KAP makan. I owe people kachiiingzx. ): I need my allowance, and to top up my EZLink card! :\ Graah.

Genie and I left early, wanted to play bball, but end up started raining! ._. We were the uber cool ~~emo~~ kids walking through the rain with black hoodies. :) Then, stoned in canteen. Talked to Qi and Kuanloong. Lame conversations about Genie's husband, and Kuanloong's gay partner, Freddy. So damn gay. Then, slacked in hall control for awhile, before going down to slack at OAC store. Hahaha, slacking everywhere! ._. Played bball. :) :) Then went to Island with Qi.

Today, I spent most of the time slacking in bed. :D Woke up like 10plus, then went back to sleep. I am such a pig, but heck. Sleep is good. :) :) :) Then packed my table for awhile. So freaky, a lizard jumped out of nowhere, I was like, :O (!!!) Freaked the shit out of me. Then went for training, then Swensens for icecream with Qi. :) Hahaha. I feel so piiiig. Like replacing all the fats I lost! ._. After Swensens, went to KFC! HAHA. :D We are damn pigs man! Then walked home from ThomsonPlaza.

Thank you to the person who left the green balloon outside my house! :) :) :)
I super love it damn damn damn loads. :D Thank youuuuu! You sms me go out of the house, I was still all blur. Then I go out, I saw the balloon bobbing there, I was so darn happy. :) Hehe, sorry for all the trouble you went through! Appreciate it! :)

The 9pm show on Channel 8 is damn gay. &Rather gross though. :\ The mad doctor, was wearing crocs! Which right mind doctor would wear crocs! No wonder he's kinda maaad! :D &I can predict what the people say. Hazel is uberly cool! B) Teehee.

Tomorrow's Newater trip, even gayer! ._. So kuku la, we go Newater don't know how many times already! Oh welll, but tomorrow OAC going cycling. :) :) Heheeee. I very long never cycle already! Okay, not that long. Since that time went Sentosa! Which was like, just after exams! Hahaha. :) Eh that's less than a month ago! ._.

Okay, I'm going back to my Neopets now. :) BoA's EatYouUp full MV is finally out. :) :) Hahaha. I'm going to watch it first nyaha. BoA is so darn hot! *Droooools* Turn lesbian for her! :O LOL. &She super dee duper talented. :) :) I'm gonna steal her tragus piercing! :B

Olivia: HAHA!! eh WRONG WRONG is YOU push to me lor :P haha.. nvm we can take one each.. >.<
Hahaha, what I push you! HUH! What we take one each! Hahaha. Only one was chasing you lurhzx. :) Go adopt baby monkey, I help you look after! :) So damn cute hehe.
Olivia: ehs! you damn bad nvr come tag my board :P
Hahaha, okayokay, I go taaaaaag. :) :) You ah!
Nadine: haha yay, roses and butterflies. i like the piano intro at the beginning! (: and i miss the tadpoles and prawns a lot a lot! let's go botanics to catch 'em again! o:
Yesss! :) Oh man, I feel like going to play FFR now. Okay I shall xD Lol! ._. Yesss. ): I miss coming home to see the tadpoles! ): ): Yes, we should go catch again!
michelle: LINK ((:
Hahaha, okay, uh, SOON. :D

If I could be your angel
Your angel, Your angel
Protect you from the pain
I'll keep you safe from danger
You'll never hurt again
♥

#EIGHTYTWO

2008-10-20T22:59:00.003+08:00

Hazel is super extremely B-O-R-E-D.

Maybe I should go Youtube, and watch Pocoyo. If they have it online. :D Freaking cute! :D Should totally watch, teehee. :) :) HAHAHA, omg they have! :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bxu3jfqpItE
GO WATCH. :D I feel so gay, but heck. It's damndamndamn cute! :D Bwahaha. Pocoyo is so damn cute! :) :) I'm going mad over some kids' show character. I must be mad, but who cares. :D Freaking damn cute! I'm going to search for WordWorld next, HAHAHAHA.

This is so damn gay.

Eeyer, they don't have WordWorld on Youtube. ): I'm upset, I'm heartbroken, I'm feeling retarded ._____. Hahaha, WordWorld is even gay-er than Pocoyo. :) Pocoyo is CUTE. :D

HAHAHA, I feel like some small kid manzxzx. I want to be a small kid again again again! :) Being a teen is so bor-uh-inggg. :D :D I'm just randomly ranting, so this is some random post. Nyahaha.

Haha, I got some funnyfunny bump at the back of my head. Poke poke pokeeeey. It's so fun to play with, and I think I am getting overly hyper from the lack of sleep. Even though I napped just now. :D I should go sleep soon.

I NEED A NEW BOOK TO READ. ):
I really damndamndamn bored when got nothing to read! I practically read every single damned book at home at least twice! .___. Maybe I should go re-read Tsubasa. :D :D But finish already do what! SOMEBODY, get me Tsubasa! :) I got until book 14/15(?) only! ): Come out until don't know what already hahah! (: Syaoraaaaan.

BUBBLEWRAP. ♥

I hate you, I can't stand you, I really can't take this anymore. Stop putting me down like I can't feel at all. Give it a thought, it's not always my fault. You have to shoulder the blame too. I reallyreallyreally feel like punchbox-ing you. Bleh, asshole. I hate, I hate, I hate you. Just let me feel proud of myself, for once? When I'm feeling so freaking damn happy, you shoot me all the way down. Thanks super damn tons.

YJ: lol kristal's expression like u gonna kill her or something
Hahaha, keeeeeeeell you! :O
JAS:D: HAHA I AM CHIO! :D
*Coughs* :)
chendol: hazel ahh.. u forgot to mention that jasmine has a cooler chinese name than u.. HAHA
Hahaha, whatever! Mine is FINE. :D
Rooke: lol!! u still havent linked me!! haha.. its okay.. i changed links.. link my new one.. thanks in advance
Haha, okayokay. I'm super damn lazy to link people. :X
Rooke: i take it you ♥ jesse mccartney.. haha
Hahaha, I heart Jesse McCartney! ♥
lukeyyy: YAY! EOM FINALLY OVER! :D:D:D:D
Hahaha, EOM! ._.
lukeyyy: *EMT
Hahaha. Yeapyeap.
lukeyyy: slacking period now! xP
Haha, slackslackslacking! :) Slack until bored ._.
Olivia: HAZEL GOH!! ahahahhaa.. see ya soon!! monkeys love you FOREVER ^^
Hahaha, see you soon too dear! :) Haha, they love you lah! They upset already, you keep pushing their love for you to me!
Olivia: hazel.. life sucks :(
It never did rock. Cheer up loves!
Minh: Nice birthday, really.
Hahaha, sarcasm or really? Uhhh, thanks? Hahaha.
lukeyyy: happy bdae lazyy pok! :D
Hahaha, thanks!
Kelly: Aye Hazel Goh! Don't need to be jealous of your sister! You are pretty! You can be jealous of my height instead. HAHAHA xD
What height! Whatever manzxzx xP You only 4cm taller than me. One day, I WILL OVERSHOOT YOU. :D
JED: hey babobeixzxz! (: hahah. RELINK ME! &tag (: you can totally admire your daddy at my blog luh. heh. ♥
Heeeello mother! Hahaha, eeyer, my daddy so ugly! :O Get better one la! ;)
qiqi: hi hazel, this is really random. heheh, love you so much. (: cheer up alright, i'll always be there for you. and you'll be there for me too right? (: same plight. sigh.
Haha, I love love love you too! :)
michelle: yoo hazel WE HAVE COOL BIRTHDAYS hhaha you remembered mine good girl!
Hahaha, yeah manzxzx. :B Of course! :) I've got goodgood memory! :D
alvyn: wah! this is the same Hazel goh qi xuan that i see in school everyday??? Wow never knew you'd think so cheem-ly de! lol you're posts sound so serious de sia.
Hahaha really meh! Must spell my whoooole name out somemore ._.
alvyn: ok, maybe not all sound so serious.... so many about idols and actors -.-
Haha, whateeeever! Where got so many!
Olivia: MONKEYS LOVE U
Monkeys love YOU!

Hate is a strong word,
But I really really really don't like you.

#EIGHTYONE

2008-10-18T20:17:00.004+08:00

Reading, an escape from reality. :)

Been reading Sarah Dessen's Just Listen. Second time already though. It's a beautiful book haha, at least one of the few that creates a huge impact on me. Just finished it. I think some time soon when I'm free, I'll go down to some bookstores and look for other of her books. :)

"I was beginning to understand, though, that there were no such things as absolutes, not in life or in people. Like Owen said, it was day by day, if not moment by moment. All you could do was take on as much weight as you bear. And if you're lucky, there's someone close enough by to shoulder the rest."

There's just so many sentences and words that just click sense together. :) Which is really nice, haha. Life doesn't always make sense, which really sucks.

"All I'd ever wanted was to forget. But even when I though I had, pieces had kept emerging, like bits of wood floating up to the surface that only hint at the shipwreck below. A pink shirt, a rhyme with my name, the feeling of hands on my neck. Because this is what happens when you try to run from the past. It doesn't just catch up: it overtakes, blotting out the future, the landscape, the very sky, until there is no path left except which leads through it, the only one that can ever get you home."

I need a new book to read. ):

Open Day today. :) Hahaha, rhymes. Day, today. Reached school around 10plus, met Qi at the grandstand. Went down to OAC. Yaaaay, mini-bbq. Marshmallows, fishballs and sausages. :) Walked around the school. Saw Sandra and Zealyn. :D Hehehe. I like the OAC structure. It's kinda like a mini place to sit, stone, and think. Bubble wrap! ♥ Haha, basketball-ed after that. Then PepperLunch-ed with Nadine. :) &I'm pretty sleepy. xD

Oh yeah, and,
R.I.P 081008-121008
All 8 tadpoles. ):
&The prawns too. ):
(Though I forgot what date they died.)

And I'm off to watch GossipGirl. Or some movie. :) Or Neopets. :D

ROSES AND BUTTERFLIES; Making April

I can see where you are
I can tell you're enjoying it so far
I would love to escape, but now I'm bound
By the of burn of your eyes
Looking on as I'm starting to realize
I'm a pawn in your game and this is checkmate

As the roses lift their heads to catch a glimpse of my demise
You'll be throwing lies around like ocean waves throw down the tides
And they are breaking on my shore
And the rescue team won't save me now I'm out too far

So I'll waste these nights for a while
But I'll be holding onto you forever
And this is where my heart is cold and torn
As I read the words you wrote last night
The butterflies are creeping through my spine

It's a thrill I can't shake
Yeah I know we've been writing a mistake
But it's hard to erase the feelings I've drawn
I was caught in an awkward silence
Broken down by the sound of your prelude that you played
To open our symphony
I've been sleeping with the sunrise watching hours pass away
Incidentally I'm just waiting for the dusk to kill the day
But now I'm waiting for your call
While I bang on this piano like you care at all

So I'll waste these nights for a while
But I'll be holding onto you forever
And this is where my heart is cold and torn
As I hear the words you're saying tonight
I'm falling for them every single time

As the roses dip their heads a little further to the ground
There's a season change and all the pinks and whites have turned to brown
Will we make it through the fall yeah are we gonna make it through this fall
‘Cause I don't wanna fall with you
I'm trying, we're dying, yeah
I'm taken by your hope-filled lines
They're well designed and dragging me along
I'll be waiting for this chance and I'll be gone

♥

#EIGHTY

2008-10-15T22:59:00.002+08:00

I'm damn pekchek! D: D: D:

Sometimes the things that you just want so freaking badly, you just simply don't get it. Makes me kinda regret the past entire year. Nevermind Hazel, next year mustmustmust jiayou. :) Then can be! xD

Today the weather was horrible! ._. DAAAAAAAAAAAMN HOT! I'm burning up, burning up, for you baaaaby. :) Went to make IC in the morning with Qi, then was eating at Tiong Bahru when Genie called to tell us she was done at the bank. We thought she gonna take super long, so stop by Tiong first. Still wanted to go my place put down my bag, so in the end didn't.

Basketball-ed after that. :) The sun super damn hot! Basketball-ed with the usual eight of us, except no Nadine. At least better than yesterday. Yesterday it was like the weather couldn't make up its mind. Sun, rain, sun, rain, sun.

After that eBroadcast. Shan't say too much. :) Then, OAC. Haha, structure building. Then basketball-ed with Genie, Qi, Eugene and Kuanloong. After that played Shoot Shag Marry, without Kuanloong. Hahaha xD It was kinda weeeeeird .___. Then Alvyn and Nadine came, Truth or Dare! So lame la, hahaha. But Nadine's dare was the most retarded. &The guy kind of did the unexpected. Or at least I didn't expect him to do so. Wtcrap hahaha. Left rather late.

&Now I'm stoning at home. I don't know if I should pack my stuff, or watch something, or go sleep. After all, there's pretty much nothing on tomorrow. :D Nyahahaha.

I think I'll sleep soon. Quite tired actually. :) Teehee. &I'm still lazy to reply tags. I'm horribly addicted to BigBang's english lyrics! The korean sub-ed over one haha. Thanks to BBF for sending 'em over. :D

This love got me high, I’m soarin’
Baby girl, you know I live for it
And I’ll never ever hurt you
Without you, there’s no life in me
♥

#SEVENTYNINE

2008-10-13T22:33:00.003+08:00

My Sassy Girl. :)

It was more beautiful that I frankly expected. I thought it was going to be some cheesy retarded remake, but the lines haha, they're really nice. :)

"All I would like to do is give her love and respect, and see how the story works out."

Haha, I feel like watching it again, but I'm tired. Maybe tomorrow, I'll rewatch this and Keith again. Or I'll go watch Made Of Honour, which I was supposed to watch days ago. Then I'll be pushing back packing my stuff. :D My table is horribly cluttered from my notes, cause I dumped everything from my bag to the table, leaving it there. I'll pack it tomorrow, I think.

Don't know why, I'm beginning to like watching those kind of romance movies, that have a tinge of sadness. At least when you cry, you don't feel like you're crying alone, you're crying with someone. I realised, watching movies at home, I cry super easily ._. Maybe cause it's not outside in the cinemas, hahaha. xD Where I won't be crying like some retarded person, and everyone simply stoning.

"All I know is that when destiny wants to accomplish something, it can't do it alone. You still have to go to that restaurant, you still have to show up. You still have to build a bridge with someone you love."

#SEVENTYEIGHT

2008-10-12T00:00:00.002+08:00

STRAIGHTJACKET FEELING; The All American Rejects

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straightjacket feeling
So maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you would be,
That face is tearing holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
Off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
To take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you would be
That face is tearing holes in me,

But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when that memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
And just the thought of you I fear
Grip falls away

Yesterday was hell
But Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you would be
That face is tearing holes in me,

But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

#SEVENTYSEVEN

2008-10-11T23:23:00.006+08:00

I had a scary dream last night! I dreamt that my face was filled with black pimples and they were like the sizes of sunflower seeds! ._. Okay this isn't that scary, but pretty gross! Eeyuck, imagine that happening! :\ Gaaaaah. It was so real la omg.

Dreams, it's like they got this kind of control over you.

HAHAHA, I finally know what's wrong with the stupid volume for this computer. :D Yayness! The problem was staring at me, I was just so stupid not to realise ._. I can finally go watch my shows.

&ANOTHER TADPOLE DIED. ):
It's all eaten up already. Poor thing.
R.I.P; 101008.

Then my heart did time in Siberia
Was waiting for the lie to come true
'Cause it's all so dark and mysterious
When the one you want doesn't want you too

SPIRE presentation was rather screwed ._. Hahaha, but oh well, our group kinda really slacked for it, and didn't prepare. :D Before the presentation we were still happily chatting in the canteen, eating chips, and laughing hahaha.

After presentation, went to eat then go for C'est La Vie. Set up, tech run blah. Everything was okay at first haha, and there was time to slack while the bands were practicising. :B Slept awhile backstage, haha. :) Pizzas! :D Then the actual thiiiiing. Screw ups here and there. :\ I was kinda blur stilllll ._. Then after the last performance, started packing up. :D After that as the dance floor was opened, went down with some of the PA crew to enjoy. Debrief, then went back. Good and bad things happened, hahaha.

Reached home 11+? Took a quick shower then went to bed. 'Til today, I was super lazy to get out of bed til 7plus pm. :B Haha, around 19-20 hours straight in bed, 90% sleeping, 10% reading, HAHA! (: I feel like an uber pig, and I still feel like sleeping. Maybe soon. :)

Kristal's so cute. :)
"You know what baby Hazel? I won't give you away for a thousand years."

She's so adorable, I loveeeee her. ♥ (:
(HAHAHA, my music is playing "I love you, I need you girl." BigBang's BabyBaby!)

Oh btw, post #77, Qiqi. :D Hahahahah! :) Love you babeeeeee. Don't think about it too much yeah? Haha, think Spongebob! :) Hahaha.

That the consequences of your actions really are just a game
That your life is just a chain reaction taking you day by day
She says nothing's forever in this crazy world
Still I'm falling in love with the right now poster girl
♥

#SEVENTYSIX

2008-10-09T21:29:00.007+08:00

JOB SHADOWING. :)

Pretty fun and goddamn tiring to follow Aunt around! She goes to a gazillion places manzx! We went from Chinatown to Clarke Quay to Orchard to Jurong to Orchard. Madnesssssss! &She stays at Pasir Ris! She is maaaaaad. :D

&Uncle was with her today! :D
Heeh, I'm so glad okay! He remembers that I still love green. :) After four years! Sorry uncle, I forgot what's your favourite colour. D: He was damn random, HAHAHA.
"You are like a cow. Like green eat grass."
I swear that was super damn random! I don't eat grass! :D I eat, uhm, CHOCOLATES. :D &Many other junk food. &He was absolutely cracking me and aunt up alotttt.

My aunt treated him to ear candling. Then after that, she asked him "So how was it?" It wasn't very loud, yet he replied "Don't shout, my ears are totally cleared now. I can hear you perfectly fine." HAHAHA, something along those lines. &With his spastic grin. :D

&He waited for aunt for one hour, just to use her voucher to buy his socks ._________.

HAHAHA, my uncle is so cute. :)

Oh and Sony's T77 and T700 are quite chio as well! :) Even chio-er than T2! :O Get me the green one please! But T700 no green, yeeeeeeeeeet. :D Or at least I didn't see it!

&I'm still lazy to reply tags. :D
SPIRE presentation tomorrow, and C'est La Vie PA crew! :) I'm going to feel like a pervert tomorrow again. :B I think Genie and Cass knows what I mean. I might just turn lesbian mannzxzx! HAHAHAHA. :D

Katrina the poop told me to come online at 9! &She is not online herself! It's waaaaay past 9 already! Hahaha, Katrina you shitzum! Where are you! ._.
I don't miss you, I tell myself hell I don't miss you. I don't need you, I can do perfectly fine without you. There's no need, to cry over you, at all.

#SEVENTYFIVE

2008-10-08T23:24:00.006+08:00

R.I.P
Tadpole

So sad okay! :( It's being eaten by it's 7 other friends. :( Imagine, your own friends, eating you up! That's just reaaally sad, even though it's for survival sake. &It's just plain sick, and gross! I see already I feel damn sad for it okay! :( Sorry tadpole, I couldn't help you. D: Hope this doesn't happen to the prawns! :(

Two years ago, on this very date, my hamster died too. ): R.I.P to you too! I still think of you okay. Maybe I should go get hammies soon! :D Hehehe. :) Absolutely adorable! :D &No, this is not impulse buying of pets!

&Thanks to everyone who wished me today. :)
And to the three who passed me presents today. (I know someone forgot eh!)
The first one who gave me a super cute ~~chipmunk~~time travel machine with a red ~~nose~~button and rainbow-ey a handphone name strap.
The second one who gave me a super cute and lovely heart photoframe and card is damn cute too!
The last one who came all the way to my house to give me a card with a code, and a jar with hand made folded stars that buries a super funny and cute shocked face handphone thingy.

THANKS. ♥
Appreciate it loadszx.

Job stalk tomorrow! Hehe, don't need go school! ;)
Results were quite okay, I guess? :) Yay, I passed both math for overall! :D
PA for Music Appreciation and C'est La Vie rehearsal was okay too. I'm super blur with the mixer though ._.
Oh, and assembly today, was absolutely hilarious. :D Things are somewhat funnier from the PA point of view. :)

Heh, my uncle gave me a surprise today! :) He dropped by!
I haven't seen him in four years okay! He's finally back. :D Missed him tons. And he's kind of different. :) In a good way. &He immediately noticed that Jasmine was taller than me ._. (Goes into depression mode.) Haha, four long years! :) Glad you're doing okay uncle! &Now you're here to stay! :D
Tons of hugs and misses!

♥

#SEVENTYFOUR

2008-10-07T21:13:00.002+08:00

I AM SO PISSED! D:

My stupid laptop, has chosen a wonderful time to screw up. I can't go into anything, but MSN, without having it hanging within a few seconds! Why only MSN is okay! D: This is so annoying okay! Then now I'm using my sister's laptop, guess what...

THE VOLUME IS NOT WORKING. D:

&I was happily loading Made Of Honour, 90102, and My Sassy Girl just now. Now cannot watch already. D:

Days of boredom are ahead.
Dammit. D:

I think I need to go buy some jigsaw puzzle or something. :D To keep me occupied. Hehe, I don't know why, but I suddenly feel like piecing jigsaws! So fun heh. Maybe I'll go buy it sometime soon, when I have the time this week or something ._. Andandand I think I'll go buy or rent some shows. And read books! :) Heeeeh.

Okay la, got alot of things to actually. But it requires me getting out of the house.
Lazy. :D

By the way, happy belated birthday to manymanymany people. :D I'm getting lazier by the moment, hehehe.

&I'm lazy to reply tags as well. :D

I think I'll go play neopets or something.

#SEVENTYTHREE

2008-10-03T21:41:00.002+08:00

Running.

Makes you feel a lot better. And keeps your mind off stuff.

Me likey. (:
Just wanted I needed I guess. So many things have happened, just this one two months alone, nice to take my mind off stuff.

Just what I needed,
an escape from reality.

#SEVENTYTWO

2008-09-27T22:53:00.001+08:00

"I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around"

Typical fairytale. :)
Doesn't everyone just love happy endings?

"Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know"

Well, I won't have one if I keep watching shows and not losing myself to the books. GRAAAH, tahan three more days! Jiayou Hazellll. :D

"This love is difficult, but it's real"

#SEVENTYONE

2008-09-26T22:30:00.006+08:00

Beautiful film. :) Not just because Jesse McCartney was inside, but cause the movie just made quite alot of sense to me. It's really beautiful, and kinda wacked the plot. It left me with a definite smile on my face.

One year plus I've been waiting for the fricking movie! ♥ I'm so happy that it F-I-N-A-L-L-Y came outttt! :D I'm so haaaappy I finally got to watch it! I thought it was never gonna come out la wtfreak! Don't worry Jesse baby, if this film does come to Singapore, I'll still catch it, even though I've watched it already! Hahaha, I was randomly searching for movies to watch. Then I was like, "EH, is Keith finally out yet?" Then really eh! :D :D :D
"The film was released following McCartney's concert on September 13, 2008 at 7:30 PM, Mandalay Bay Resort and Casino, Las Vegas, NV. Then in theaters on September 19, 2008."
HAHAHA LUCKY OR WHAT. :D Ohmygosh, my baby is so fricking hot and sexy and wonderful! ♥ And omg, I still hate Elisabeth (costar). In the making of the video, she said "And he is a good kisser, I'm not gonna lie." Jeaaaalous omg! xP I still remember last year Ama and me were going crazy over this sentence of hers.

BUT WHYWHYWHY DID THEY KILL HIM OFF AT THE END. D: The movie felt so empty without him. :B Oh welll, it was like the last few minutes anyway, heh. I feel like watching it again. My baaaaaaaaaaaaaby! ♥ His concert with Jordin Sparks, TOMORROW T_T I want to watch my baby, please oh please come to Singapore (!!!) Jordin Sparks you lucky shitzum! D: He's so cute!
"Hi. I'm Senator McCartney and I'd just like to say, Vote Yes on Proposition 56, Departure, May 20th, 2008. 'Cause if you care about music, you care about love."

Super spoilers!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keith_(film)
:D

"A yellow truck, road in front of us, nothing but opportunities."

#SEVENTY

2008-09-23T21:31:00.002+08:00

GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE SC AND NJ PEOPLE TOMORROW. (:

Exams, exams, exams. D: Hahaha, jiayou you guys can do it! (: Hehehe. (And to myself too! Lol.) Physiiiiiiiiiiics and HMT Paper 1 tomorrow. D: Raawrr. Jiayou you do it, 01! (: &Jiayou to SC lovelies! (: 2GR people yaaay, good luck good luck. ♥

(I can't believe Tokio Hotel's Monsoon took so loooong to be on 987's New This Week ._. It came out, ... pretty long ago didn't it ._.)

/I'm try'na erase you from my mind.

#SIXTYNINE

2008-09-19T00:45:00.000+08:00

I'm talkin' bout love, say you'll be my girls for life, girls for life. :)

(I. Don't. Wanna. Mug. Like. Ew.)

#SIXTYEIGHT

2008-09-18T21:58:00.003+08:00

I SWEAR LIFE IS SUPER DUPER UNFAIR!

Jasmine Goh Xuanlin! You're like freaking hell taller, skinnier, lighter, younger, smarter and talented than me! D:

OMG I HATE YOU! Why are you so freaking tallllll! D: You're supposed to be shorter than me, I don't care, RAWR. You're like PRIMARY5. Bleh. She looks chio even with pyjamas ._. Wtheck.

*Throw darts*

ON A LIGHTER NOTE, hahaha. Kristal! :D

She's so darn cute okay! ♥ Her tooth just dropped out today, so now is like upstairs downstairs no tooth. xD Hahaha! :) My dad was like teasing her "HAHAHA, got CAVE!" "Hahaha, later the fly see, then it goes 'Wooooh, my home!' then fly in!" She's so darn cute omggg. :)

#SIXTYSEVEN

2008-09-16T22:46:00.001+08:00

I really going mad already! :D

하루하루 Part Twooo. :) Haha, I damn blur luh, only watch Part One over and over, then never realised got Part Two. :) Hahaha.

I'm going mad with KPop in Youtube already. :D Hahaha. I keep playing DBSK/BigBang/JT Island. xD

Madnessssss!

(HAHAHA, today post so many times already luh! Like spamspamspam :O )

#SIXTYSIX

2008-09-16T21:51:00.001+08:00

Mirotic! :D

Oh. Em. Gee!
Look at Yunho! ♥ Oozing hotness. :O Hahaha, darn hot omg. I'm going maaaad.

Ohwell, at least I got study abit of maths today! :) Not guilty not guilty! :D

#SIXTYFIVE

2008-09-16T21:35:00.001+08:00

DBSK! ♥

Yunho looks so daaaaarn cute. :D Hahah! :)

#SIXTYFOUR

2008-09-16T00:34:00.002+08:00

HAHA, I obsessed already! :D

This time not over Ethan, over C905. :D Bloody hell, SonyEricsson, HURRY UP AND RELEASE IT LAH. D: Something so darn chio, all the more you shouldn't keep it! I wait daaaarn long already okay. D: If next month when my plan renew, haven't release, I take gun and shoot down already! I want C905! ♥

Eeeeeeyuck though, the concept one darn ugly! I hope they don't release this. :D I won't want this one hahaha. :D C905! :D

The greatest love that anyone could ever know says:
look the same to me.

HAHAHA, Nadine damn crap. The concept and non-concept one so different luh! Ahhh, chio. :D :D :D I'm going mad already.

And for some reason, there's this horrible guilt feeling in me cause I didn't study today, which I told myself I would. I can't get rid of it somehow. ): Tomorrow! I'll make up for it. :D (IF I CAN GET THIS FRICKING GUILT FEELING OFF!)

C905. ♥
Can't wait for the release! :) SonyEricsson, please stop showing me "C905 is coming soon." It's killing me. D: Gah the wait!

Yes I'm going mad over a phone .______.
Wow.

#SIXTYTHREE

2008-09-15T23:03:00.003+08:00

The world should only be concerned with green and yellow gummy bears. :D
Okay, maybe other colours gummy bears too. :D
And not tests, exams, and studies. :D

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. :)

GUMMY BEAR WORLD. ♥

Psssst, let me tell you a secret! :O
(P: looks like licking lips! xD HAHAHAHAHAHA.

#SIXTYTWO

2008-09-14T22:58:00.004+08:00

NADINE IS SUCH A LOSER. :D :D :D

I'm rereading The Thief Lord for the 7190583095217967th time! :D Hahaha, lovelllaaayye book. I can't stop reading! :D
"Children are caterpillars and adults are butterflies. No butterfly ever remembers what it felt like being a caterpillar."

#SIXTYONE

2008-09-14T01:15:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA OBSESSED ALL OVER AGAIN. :D

ETHAN RUAN JING TIAN. :D :D :D

(he's on the left btw!)

I keep replaying 三个字 crapszx. :D

♥

#SIXTY

2008-09-14T00:14:00.002+08:00

Exams are poop! :D

&Hazel loves Botanical Gardens! :) Hahaha. I don't feel like studying, I'm not studying. :D Oh pleaaase, who ever feels like studying! I feel like going out to play basketball! :D But now is like, MIDNIGHT. :O

I've been wasting my time away, playing shockwave games. Yes, shockwave ._. HAHA, RedlineRumble3's the yellow robot damn retarded lurhzx! It's like walking around in circles, and moving along to the funny music. xD It looks super retarded. :D Only Jasmine doesn't laugh at it. She doesn't see what's so funny.

I've been watching Green Forest, My Home recently! :D It plays on weekends. I remember, sec1, I was daaaarn obsessed. :D Duh, Ethan's so cute. :) I remember I even made Joylynn make a skin out of it for me! Hahaha. But the ending is so retarded. Sophie went with William, who is like, eww. Wrong choice lurhzx! :D Though the guy who played William when he looks pitiful and sad, HE REALLY LOOKS DARN PITIFUL. Like seriously puppy dog sad face! Makes your heart break. He was in Hana Kimi too! As Wuzun's high jump opponent. AND HE LOOKED SO CUTE THERE. :D And the Green Forest, My Home 三个字 MV. :D (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UaXZpD-lETA) SO CUTE HAHA. :D But after Hana Kimi, I couldn't be less bothered to go catch up with the rest of shows that he was in.

L-A-Z-Y. :D

After exams! :) I'm gonna spam do super tons of things! This year I've been darn deprived! :D Hahaha. Yeah manzx. Besides, exams end pretty early! Leaving us three months of free. Heh.

I think tv shows are so cliche! :X And they kinda morph your thoughts on love. I realised, that alot of tv shows/drama serials can't do without having the theme "love" in the BGR context. Confirm will have somebody falling in love with someone! .___. And all those tv shows, you watch already then think "wah so sweet, I want that too." Aiya, we all watch too much tv already, then expect too much from love. :) Please luh, our lives will never be so drama mama one luh!

Haha, plus there's that Jap show that me and the Viet scholars' been watching in class. Hahaha, THE APPLE IS DAMN CHIO. Like so darn perfect! :D Never see apples looking so nice before! :D And the plot, it is oh em gee retarded! Hana Yori Dango! xD Haha, it's like so 2005. But who cares. Hahaha, I super lag in Taiwan/Jap/Korean dramas one luh! :D

Oh weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeell, imma going off now. :D :D :D I'm bored! Hahaha. I think I'm gonna waste my time away somewhere else. Studying can wait for awhile more. :)

&I realised, I haven't replied tags in a long time. Laziness.

YJ: happy mugging for EOYs
LOL, don't want mug leh how. :D
YJ: LOL. y would anyone keep playing that song in thier head ._.
Eh! 하루하루 is nice okay! :)
manu fanz: heyy haha. stop stoningg. (: u lazyy pok. xD
Haha, fine then I shall start rocking. :O Lol.
genie: yo yo i am borerd hahahah
Borerd. xDD
genie: i mean boreddddddddddddddddd hahah xD
HAHAHA, or you mean borerd. :)
genie: and im beside hazel now, hehe xD
*Looks around anxiously* EH, dont scare me haha!
shutup: mind your own business man you seriously better watch it
*Freaks out and runs away* Yeahyeah I'm running my own business as the age of 14, COOOOLZX. B)
ESTHERLYN: Hi! :) I luvvvv you Hazel! Dunch bee zad okay! :)
I love you toooooo! :D Hahaha, I'm not saddddd xD
Nadine: HAZEL YOU PIGGGG. i am now sponge-despo! AH ZOMG gotta love spongebob. squish squish squash.
Hahaha! Be despo for uh, spongecakes! :D HAHA, Patrick the starfish. :D Adorable too!
Darren: hey, shut up, why conceal your identity>
Lol, haha. Cause he/she don't like you. :D
manu fanz: unless shutup u coward ah? mind your own business and dun come here extra.
Haha, woah laxxxx.
JASMINE:D: hello crazy sister.
Hello, uh, silly sister. (ALLITERATION!)
JASMINE:D: remove the goh from my name.
I know two Jasmines, so nope. :)
Darren: HAHAH im not a damn riddle!
HAHAHA, are you sure? Riddle of the day, DARREN LIM YIREN. :D
Nadine: ah, hazel why aren't you online today? D: eh we were supposed to go swimeeng. :D and you're not online so we can't discuss. -.-
Hahaha, m'dear, there's always the phone ya'know. :)
Nadine: and we should've camwhored more when we went to ACM (to colour OXES and LITTER FARMER BOYS) and also to DELVE iINTO THE RICHNESS OF THE ART PIECES SHOWN. ;P UH HUH UH UHUH.
Hahah yeah we camwhored super litttttle, considering we had a cam with us! &Compared to our other times! Haha, colouring is koolzx. :D
J,: hey! what's your surname?
Uhm, Goh? Hahaha.
Olivia: yo girl!! i was here.. monkey's looking for you
Hahaha, looking for you luh! :D Not me. :) Don't push him away! :O He'll be awfully sad.
Rooke: hey hazel.. i totally get you about studying.. like where's the fun!
Hahaha, yesssssss, studying is B-O-R-I-N-G.
Olivia: haha!! i hate mugging too! i'm not mugging.. :P i will have to :( gd luck for ur exams!! cya soon! :D
Haha, mugging suckszx. Why do they call it mugging anyway. Mugging is like, a form of theft. :D Hahaha. Good luck too loves! :)
Gen: Tagged!! Rooke's friend here!
Hahaha, lol okay hi.
Rooke: ?? Gen! you really wu liao ar!
*Hazel stones*
Gen: You also!! tag Sarah!
*Hazel stones more*
Rooke: haha.. i was commenting on her post. not like you.. just say tag.
*Hazel stones some more*
Gen: Huh? You were commenting on ehr blog la. Which reminds me, nice blog Hazel!
*Hazel stones a bit more before realising* Huh, oh thank you! :D
Rooke: whatevr.. eerr. haze.. is it like a hobby for ur friends to print screen their convers with you or sth..?? lolx
Hahaha, no, that's just my friend being retarded. :)
Olivia: ahah.. NICE SEEING YOU JUST NOW!! monkeys love you :) I LOVE YOU TOO!! and.. i just suddenly feel like saying this, your youngest sis is very cute.. has she grown taller? TAKE CARE! :)
HAHAHA, no monkeys love you still! :D HAHAHA, I realised everytime we talk, confirm involve monkeys. xD Haha, yeah she's grown! &Still darn cute! (Like me! HAHAHAHA) Haha, and I love you too! :D

也许我们从此不再相遇
永远记得你微笑的眼睛
别伤心你放心
我知道(那)三个字的意义
♥

#FIFTYNINE

2008-09-10T00:41:00.001+08:00

PORK AND BEANS; Weezer

They say I need some rogaine to put in my hair
Work it out at the gym to fit my underwear
Okaley makes the shades to transform a tool
You'd hate for the kids to think that you've lost your cool

Imma do the things that I wanna do
I ain't got a thing to prove to you
I'll eat my candy with the pork and beans
Excuse my manners if I make a scene
I ain't gonna wear the clothes that you like
I'm fine and dandy with the me inside
One look in the mirror and I'm tickled pink
I don't give a hoot about what you think

Everyone likes to dance to a happy song
With a catchy chorus and beat so they can sing along
Timbaland knows the way to reach the top of the charts
Maybe if I work with him I can perfect the art

Imma do the things that I wanna do
I ain't got a thing to prove to you
I'll eat my candy with the pork and beans
Excuse my manners if I make a scene
I ain't gonna wear the clothes that you like
I'm fine and dandy with the me inside
One look in the mirror and I'm tickled pink
I don't give a hoot about what you think

No, I don't care
I don't care
I don't care
I don't care
I don't care
I don't care

Imma do the things that I wanna do
I ain't got a thing to prove to you
I'll eat my candy with the pork and beans
Excuse my manners if I make a scene
I ain't gonna wear the clothes that you like
I'm fine and dandy with the me inside
One look in the mirror and I'm tickled pink
I don't give a hoot about what you think

♥

(Btw the previous post was Rotten Banana, not me._.)

2008-09-07T20:46:00.002+08:00

I feel stupid!

#FIFTYSEVEN

2008-09-06T20:56:00.004+08:00

A-N-G-E-L (A)

Me no feel like studying. :D

It's been a darn whole day already! And I've only highlighted facts about Geog stuff!
&I'M NOT EVEN DONE HIGHLIGHTING.

HAHAHA. :D

Don't want to give a shit manzxzx. Why is everyone being such muggers! Mugging, not cool. 8( Only makes you have laopok eyes. And screwed up fried chaotah-ed brains. :O

*Sizzleessssssss*

It's raining. :D I feel like sleeping.

There's a lot of things that I haven't done! And tomorrow I'm going out with aunt somemore. Oh boy oh boy oh boy. Physics and Maths and Geog! :\

Oh weeeeeeeeeeeeell. Later maybe. I procastinate.

A lot. :B

#FIFTYSIX

2008-09-02T21:15:00.006+08:00

"You must be sine squared, because I'm cosine squared and together we equal one."

Girl I know sorry just wouldn't do it
Her heart is obliterated, I'm trying to get through
Gotta move this mountain
It's like moving mountains
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns grey, and the water from the rain, washes progress away
It's like moving mountains
It's like moving mountains
♥

#FIFTYFIVE

2008-08-25T22:57:00.003+08:00

THIS POST IS IN REFERENCE TO NADINE'S OH-SO-RETARDED BLOG. :)

IH's cross referencing! Maybe I might just score quite high for my SBQ test.
Yeah right, I wish.

Okay random much.

Hey it wasn't funny to fall into the drain okay! D: And after that when I went home, I slipped and fell on wet floor too! :( Nadine, SHOW SOME CONCERN. Now we know, Nadine's oh so horribly MEAN!

&Yes, SPONGEBOB. :D
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

SPONGEBOB IS CUTE, not really that hot!

#FIFTYFOUR

2008-08-24T19:48:00.003+08:00

So if you go
You should know
It's hard to just forget the past to pass
It was good, it was bad but it was real
And that's all you get in the end of the matter
♥

#FIFTYTHREE

2008-08-21T22:54:00.004+08:00

One love is all we need.

Gaaah, AMath lecture test tomorrow! D: Andandand, IH SBQ 40%! Ohmygee, I'm like, shiiiiit for IH! Gah, I haven't been doing SBQ for darned long. :\ My SBQ now also only can get like what, L3 only? Siiiigh. Plus LA! Poeeeemszx. Recite oneee. So many graded stuff tomorrow omg. Madnessssss.

Yaaaay, Happy ~~Belated~~ Birthday Nadine Foo! :D
Yes I know you like that unglam photo that I put in your card hehehe.

Went out yesterday, with Alyssa, Oppa and Xifan! I went all the way to BPP for them eh! :D Hahaha. At first I knew only Alyssa and Oppa. Then Alyssa picked me at the bus stop, then she was saying, got a surprise for me. It was something like;

Alyssa "There's a surprise for you!"
Me "Huh, what?"
Alyssa "Someone! Someone you know one!"
Me "Who!" *Refusing to guess*
Alyssa "From China one!"
Me "Huh? Scholar?"
Alyssa "China one! Now prefect already"
Me "Huh! Scholar so fast become prefect?"

And blaaaah. End up, it was the pootszx, Zhang Xifan. :D Hahaha. Yay makaaaan. Super ex luh omg! Then I was eating super slowly, so they walked off without me. Asssssholes! But they were waiting outside. Xifan tried to get me to hurry by saying Oppa going off! Then Alyssa too. Aiyo, trick me! Hahaha. Then we went to walkwalkwalk around. Bought watermelon lollipops! :D (But it's all gone already!) Minitoooons! :D Oppa and Xifan bought gummies. Alyssa and I bought stickers! :D Superdeeduper uber cute luh! Frogs and hamsters! :DD Hahaha, so cuuuute I swear! I owe Alyssa money now though .___. Siiiiiigh. After that went home! Actually BPP not that far leh! :D

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush

Todaaay nothing much. EMath lecture test results. :\ Graaah. Nevermind Hazel, can jiayou from there! :D Heh, a lot of craaap in school luh. Especially after school ._. Kinda emo-ed, and threw things around. I still need to throw stuff around! Yesyes, I'm violent that way. I needa scream! Or maybe sit at some park bench, and cry with icecream. Yes I still need icecream. And I just realised, I haven't eaten my peach jelly. :D

GAH OMG, SWIM PE TOMORROW. T_T
Walaaaaaoooo! Like that, I'm gonna be superduper tired for tests! Screwed shit. D: Hazel wake up wake up wake up! :D

Addicted to We The King's Check Yes Juliet (Run Baby Run)! :D I totally didn't realise I had it in my comp since super long ago. Then I went to listen. Hehheh. Niceeee. :)

CHECK YES JULIET (RUN BABY RUN); We The Kings

Check, yes Juliet, are you with me?
Rain is falling down on the sidewalk
I won't go until you come outside

Check, yes Juliet, kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window
There's no turning back for us tonight

Lace up your shoes
Here's how we do

Run, baby, run, don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance

Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run, baby, run, forever will be you and me

Check, yes Juliet, I'll be waiting
Wishing, wanting yours for the taking
Just sneak out and don't tell a soul goodbye

And check, yes Juliet, here's the countdown
3, 2, 1, you'll fall in my arms now
They can change the locks
Don't let them change your mind

Lace up your shoes
Here's how we do

Run, baby, run, don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance

Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run, baby, run, forever will be you and me

We're flying through the night
We're flying through the night, way up high
The view from here is getting better
With you by my side

Run, baby, run, don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance

Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run, baby, run, forever will be

Run, baby, run, don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance

Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run, baby, run, forever will be you and me
You and me, you and me
♥

#FIFTYTWO

2008-08-18T20:36:00.001+08:00

Big Bang - 하루 하루

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIYONGGGG. :D

I have tried to post this video, tonszx of times, but Blogger just won't respond. Gah annoying. Hope it works! :D He looks so cute hereeee.

What's with the eyeliner overdose though.
EEYUCK. :X

I'm like super addicted. ♥ School was terror today without it, but I got to listen to it during SPIRE. Lesson on MicrosoftExcel. Like, ohmygee boring! :X Okay, that was so ~~biiiimbo~~. It kept playing in my heaaad! Especially during ChineseCompre. D: Rawwwrrr.

Oh well, L♥VE.

#FIFTYONE

2008-08-17T00:04:00.002+08:00

And it's already way too late to make any amends.
No, I won't let myself cry for you.
(:

Chatlogs, addicted to reading 'em. Gets me smiling, yet down at the same time. All those wonderful memories, that are now poof, like smoke. Just from the start of this year alone, to now, there's been so many changes.
Mixed emotions.

USED TO; Daughtry

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go
Nice and slow, to no place in particular

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought
We used to know
At least there's you, and at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I used to reach for you when
I got lost along the way
I used to listen
You always had just the right thing to say
I used to follow you
Never really cared where we would go,
Fast or slow, to anywhere at all

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought
We used to know
At least there's you, and at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I look around me
And I want you to be there
'Cause I miss the things that we shared
Look around you
It's empty, and you're sad
'Cause you miss the love that we had

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
The only one around

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought
We used to know
At least there's you, and at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

Yeah
To how it used to be
To how it used to be, yeah
To how it used to be
To how it used to be
♥

#FIFTY

2008-08-15T21:25:00.005+08:00

Tell me how I'm gonna make it
You're the one I can't forget
It's like I'm running in slow motion in a nightmare that never ends
When I try to face it when I wake up I hate the way reality sets in
God I wish you could hold me
Through the seven days of lonely

Finally a slack week! :D Saturday, Geog project. Okay not that slack. Sunday, Rcube. Sentosa, but no tan! ): Monday, went to "mug" with Qiqi. Coincidentally met Kelly. Tuesday, netball inter class. Though it was more like Captain's Ball. Wednesday, netball inter class. Like Captain's Ball again. Thursday, AMath peer tutoring and trying to mug for Trigo. A lot toned down compared to last week. With all the NDC stuff.

But today was pure funfunfun! :) Hahaha. Okay, more like after school. Though I'm superdeeduper tired now! Trigo quiz was so NOT fun. Need to buck up manzx, Hazel jiayou! :D After school, peer tutoring again! Phys, Chem and EMathhhh. I get Phys a bit more now! That's good. :D Hey, I'm proud of myself kay! Physics is so not easy. ): Then after that, went down to play basketball, with Genie, Qiqi, Alvyn, Ervin and Eugene. :D Hahaha. At first was like super stone, then slowlyslowly play more. Then Ervin left. ABC sucked! ): Horse was superdeeduper dumb lol. Then, people cameee. After that, match match. Then went to play netball for awhile. I shot in some! B) I feel so prooooud. :D Basketball-ed awhile more after that, it's like, so many guys, 3 girls ._. But they passed the ball to us. Then, ohmygee someone head bleeding! That was damn freaky I swear. Played basketball awhile more. I shot in quite a few. :D Then, frisbee. Hahaha, super dumb. And it got darn dark. :\ Eugene sucks. Kept scaring me with ghosts and stuff like that. D: Went busstop, go home.

And now I'm replacing the fats that I lost. :D

Oh wellllllll, I can't resist chips. And junk food. It's haaaaard, ya'know. Something so delicious. HAHAHA, lol omg so lame. :D My stupid air con is leaking. Annoying. It's like, *toingtoingtoing*. And I feel super lazy to get a bucket to collect the water. I feel very sleepy. The Devil Wears Prada is loading super slowly. ): It's not even halfway loaded! Okay, NEARLY halfway. After I watch finish, then I'll go sleep. :D Which, would be, I have no idea what time. :D Then tomorrow got Chem tuition. At NINE. Have to wake up soooooo early. Yesyes, pity me.

I want to go CandyEmpire! :D Get my mint chocolates! (Which Mel oh so hates, and why I still can't understand.) Mint is the absolute ♥ kay! :D I just finished the last one. D: Saaaadness. I still got, three pieces of popping candy chocolate though. :D Though that's super little. And now I'm drinking ribena, which is taking away the minty taste. ): I want my mint chocolates. ): So that I can eat 'em when I'm stressed from mugging before AssWeek. Though AssWeek is awfully long away. But I prolly won't have time to go down by then.
Any takers? :D There's no more CCA anyway!

And I'm crapping. Cause I don't know what to do, while waiting. :D

So hellohellohello,
and maybe,
goodbye. :D

Plateaux(zxzx). :D
Random. I haven't started on the EOYs encouragement cards. I have no idea what to write either. Should I print pictures, or should I heck. But so weird, like never decorate nicely. ): Siiiiigh. Maybe I'll start tomorrow. :D Besides, I have 'til Thursday. Enough time (I hope). I seriously don't know what to write for the CTs!

YJ: omg u actually went to eat at our poolside restaurant. we trying ways to close it down cause its damn scam money. lol
LOL, I only bought a drink haha. :D
chendol: heyyas sexy(though u're not sexy.. oh wells), i'll always be there for u k.. haha.. we can look at chatlogs together and be sad freaks..
I'm here for you too loves! (: Yeah man, those stupid chatlogs that get us down. ): No more reading, only read happy stuff. :D
melissa: obscene today! tsktsk. XD
Hahaha, super obscene la omg! X: Hope it never happens again! Poppop the seaweed. :D Super fun haha! And cute.
Kelly: Hello boliao!:D
Hello oailob! :D
Kelly: Lol, Awww, I DIDN'T SEE POST NUMBER NINETEEN. I'm so touched! YAY HAZEL!:D
You. Super. Lag. ._.
YJ: zzz. u toot. so selfish 1 tag also cannot give >.>
I GAVE YOU OKAY. D:
YJ: ok fine. thanks. go tag more :D
._______. You damn toot leh haha.

I'M WITH YOU; Avril Lavigne

I'm standing on a bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I, I'm with you
I'm with you

I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know
'Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I, I'm with you
I'm with you

Oh why is everything so confusing
Maybe I'm just out of my mind
Yea yea yea

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I, I'm with you
I'm with you

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I, I'm with you
I'm with you

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I, I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm with you
♥

#FORTYNINE

2008-08-11T23:27:00.001+08:00

You're exceptional the way you are
Don't need to change for nobody
You're incredible, anyone can see that
When will you believe that?
You are nothing but exceptional
♥

#FORTYEIGHT

2008-08-09T22:34:00.003+08:00

It's been a month.

But I guess it all gets better in time. 'Cause there's absolutely no use in looking back. Keep looking ahead Hazel, there's always a brighter tomorrow. (: Today's the last day to look back. I won't let myself go down in those memories. Move on, move on. Tomorrow's gonna be something new, something better ~~(I hope)~~. Shouldn't have read those Chatlogs.

WHAT HURTS THE MOST; Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ it
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
♥
And I wonder, would we last? If Mixer never stepped in. I don't know, it's too late anyway.

#FORTYSEVEN

2008-08-08T22:30:00.004+08:00

National Day Celebrationssssss. (:

Pretty okay. House performance was super spastic, and ~~(ohmygee)~~ embarrassing! Celebrations ended earlier than usuaaal. So went back to SC with Suyi! (: The jam was like, superdeeduper horrible! Then when we reached the busstop, we saw all the super small primary school kids! And then we were wondering, SHIT IS THE CELEBRATIONS OVER. Hahah! Then the field had nobody too! End up, it was in the halllllll. Without all the primary school kids! I miss SC kind of celebrations, super hyped up, and everyone goes daaang high. ~~Unlike NJ.~~

Haha! I got to see the performance! Of the Harvard guys. Hahaha, omg super spastic luh. But their voices are daaaamn good. LIMEGREEN SOCKSZX. Uber gayness. And it's so H-I-G-H. Give me those sexylicious socks! After thaaat, said hi to SCNCC people! Tons of misses. (: Then I saw my darling husband, Glaaadys! :D Omg, miss you super tons. ♥ I saw Oppa too! Andand, Xifan! Beeeeeeeg hugs! ♥ And Amelia, Estherlyn, Valen, everyoneeee! (: And SCNCC were doing the songgg! (:

SCGS, all the way, we like it here, we like it there, we found ourselves a home, a home, a home sweet homeeee. :D

Then went to the old 2GR classroom! :) Which is the current 3DG classs. But thenn, the classroom was locked! So everyone was waiting outside for daaanng long, cause they left their bags inside! In the end, after like almost an hour later, the doors finally opened! :D Heeeehh.

Went KAP with Angela, Estherlyn and Oppa! :D Yaaaayness. Then we slacked there, ate ate! Sushiiiii. My corn from the sushi kept dropping! ): Hahaha. Talked alotttt. Estherlyn kept complaining about her ugly bag! Hahaha, it wasn't that bad luh. Saw this guy and they were saying he looked quite hot, FROM THE BACK. Turn around it's like, bleargh. Talked and stoned there for super longggg, then left. SOMEONE by the name of Esther Lin Huijing then made me go with her to Hwachong! Lol. We went to poolside cafe. Omggg, the obscenities! Water polo guys are SO GROSSSSSS. Haha, omg funny thing was that, the shop auntie went to her and said that her bag very nice and kept commenting about it. HAHAHA. :D I couldn't stop laughing. Talked for awhile, before going to explore Hwachong! Tried calling people, but not freeee! ): For guide around the school. B)

So we became HWACHONG TOURISTS! :D The school is like, SUPERDUPER HUGE! Luuuucky shits that study there! Super madness la the school! We were [Oo]. We were walking for ages, and the school is quite pretty! (: Estherlyn had her embarrassing moment! :O And then we crossed over water, HAHA. We barely managed to explore half of the school! It's not even half of the schoool! And our Hwachong-tour shall continue, another time. xD

Went home, slept for 4+ hours! Piiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig. Oh wellllllzx, tuition and Geog project tomorrow :\ Rcube on Sunday! (: Then finally can slaaack like mad, despite the fact that exams are coming super soooon! ): Raaawr. Oh well, but I need a break! Two weeks of not going out and dedication to the House Rehearsals! Monday's gonna be playplayplay ~~or catch up on homework~~.

Oh wellll, shall go off now! (: 080808 IS A SUPER COOL DATE :D Mainly cause it's one of my favourite numbers. And theeeen, 121212 is coming soon! (Well, in four years, four months and four days!) Faaaavourite number. And then I don't know why I still like 12 though! I liked it mainly cause of something last yeaaar. Lolllll.

Darren: wow, your misses = cant count ._.
HAHA, try luh! I think can one. Just that slowlyslowly.
YJ: actually there are only 70 misses. u can count :)
Okaaaaaaay, omg you're dang boliao! You actually went to count!
YJ: btw your miss #28 is invalid : [I miss cursing like crazy when I missed 132.] u can still curse missing your 132 :D
Hahaha, one problem. I don't take 132 anymore. (: Even if I miss it at MacRitchie also won't die, I got tons of other buses! :D
JoelT: RELINK PLEASE.
Hahahaha, okaaay.
manu fanz: hello! (: y sooooo dead? post! :) dun be lazyyy.
POSTED! (:
jiali♥: yooooo hazel! :D
Helllllllllllloo Jiali! :D

WHOA OH (ME VS EVERYONE); Forever The Sickest Kids

I candy coat and cover everything,
But I'm still hiding underneath.
It's been a long time; It's been a long time.
A thousand faces looking up at me,
Hands all pointing to the ceiling,
Oh what a feeling.

I've got friends in highly low places.
I'm standing on post, and I'm posted up,
Can't afford to lose them.
I've got friends in highly low places,
I'll go inside when I wanna party,
Grab a girl and dance (don't touch me)

Whoa Oh, Whoa, Whoa Oh
Why do I put myself in these situations
Whoa Oh, Whoa, Whoa Oh
I keep pushing myself, even though I can't take it at all

Girl, who taught you how to move like that?
At this pace you're at you're going way too fast.
I, I saw you from across the room, it's me versus every guy
It's your choice you choose.

I've got friends in highly low places
It's been a long time, it's been a long time
And maybe baby, you can rise above the rest and meet me, yeah

Whoa Oh, Whoa, Whoa Oh
Why do I put myself in these situations
Whoa Oh, Whoa, Whoa Oh
I keep pushing myself, even though I can't take it at all

Whoa Oh, Whoa, Whoa Oh
Why do I put myself in these situations
Whoa Oh, Whoa, Whoa Oh
I keep pushing myself, even though I can't take it at all

You're worth losing my self esteem
Your clever words mean nothing,
More to me than a line I heard in a movie

You're worth losing my, losing my, losing my self esteem
You're not worth putting myself in these situations

Whoa Oh, Whoa, Whoa Oh
Why do I put myself in these situations
Whoa Oh, Whoa, Whoa Oh
I keep pushing myself, even though I can't take it at all

♥

#FORTYSIX

2008-08-03T20:30:00.004+08:00

Everything around us is moving,
the time stops for just us two.

Boredyboredy poo.

I've got tonszx of undone homework though. 'Cause I haven't started on anything since Friday. Friday RockNight, reached home around 11plus. Saturday was basically tuitions. Today? Sleeping. :D And to top that, I'm supposed to watch TheCore for geog, which I haven't. It's loaded already, this lazy girl's just lazy to click PLAY. Wowwow.

I want to watch NDP fireworks! :) Who wants to watch with me? Go Marina and slaccck. Hahaha, I think fireworks are reallyreally preeetty. Yayyay. :D One reason why I like watching AAR's It Ends Tonight. FIREWOOOOOOORKS!

Andand, PoppingCandy! :D Haha, so fun. In your mouth, it goes poppoppop! :D Sadly, I only have four packets left! D: And I have no idea where my mum got it from, and she can't remember either. RAWR. Very addictive. And you have the joy of it popping. HAHAHA.

By the way, that random post before this, with the "Cowwww" thingum, it's RottenBanana Darren Lim Yiren at work again. Who else could it be, so random. And so free. And so lame. :D

Okay I don't know what to type anymore. So I shall just end here. Byebye! :D

This is the correlation of salvation and love
Dont drop your arms
Dont drop your arms, I'll guard your heart
With quiet words, I'll lead you in
♥

2008-07-29T21:35:00.000+08:00

Cowwww

#FORTYFOUR

2008-07-26T19:49:00.005+08:00

I'M TRYING, TO FORGET THAT I'M ADDICTED TO Y♥U.

So I said I switched, but I just felt like blogging here. :D Besides, I haven't really been blogging on the xanga, like only two posts.

Went back to SC on thursday! :D Just popped back for fun to say hello to the NCC-ers. (: Violet Lim Ziyan was supposed to meet me, but she ended up not coming, cause by the time she reached, they would have been gone. D: And I finally got to see the room! :D Okay fine, maybe not such a beeeeeg deal to you, but it's a uber BIG deal to me okay! :D

I really miss you guys tonszxszx man! :D Hahaha, sheesh really makes me regret going to NJ. :\ Reading back my old blog just now, and all the memories keep coming back.

I remember 1CO, I remember 2GR, I remember SCNCC. <3
Everything, I miss.

I guess this happens everytime I go back, but I just can't help it.

I miss laughing together like a bunch of mad dogs.
I miss rushing to ScienceLab and then winding up clogging the hallway cause the teacher isn't there.
I miss the bigbig toilets.
I miss the messy big classrooms.
I miss the random laughter in the middle of lessons.
I miss the shoutings across the class.
I miss the snoozing during talks in the KhooAudi.
I miss the class spirit.
I miss chiong-ing for all the class events.
I miss doing class shirts.
I miss having the crazy time coming up with class cheers and the steps.
I miss hiding away from prefects as much as possible.
I miss pulling our socks like crazy when we walk through the prefect tunnel.
I miss mocking one another when we get booked.
I miss the comparing of total demerits.
I miss the joy we had of getting HappyNotes.
I miss the teachers sigh-ing at 2GR's total demerits.
I miss the fun we had during higher chinese class, with laoshi telling us don't rou ma.
I miss history lessons with Mrs Hee, jumping around the classroom and being comical.
I miss over-weekend ~~mugging~~slacking for Monday's tests.
I miss last minute cramming before the test itself.
I miss the spasticness of notebooks.
I miss the stupid things we'll say.
I miss after school pratas.
I miss birthday singing and celebrations.
I miss bickering about who had Jesse and who didn't.
I miss the random doodles in class.
I miss cursing like crazy when I missed 132.
I miss the walk to the RTC bus stop.
I miss all the talks that we had with each other.
I miss all the retarded nicknames we had for one another.
I miss NCC parades.
I miss the pumpings, the scoldings.
I miss platoon bonding.
I miss after-NCC esso/caltex trips.
I miss sitting in a circle eating instant noodles.
I miss the rush to change into and out of uniforms.
I miss marching for school events.
I miss all the horrid muscle aches we would have.
I miss the crazy planning for platoon items for AC/company outings.
I miss singing away like nobody else cared.
I miss doing all the projects.
I miss the crazy truth and dares.
I miss acting twit and everything.
I miss overnight starching of uniforms and kiwi-ing/shining of boots.
I miss camwhoring with all the spasticness.
I miss ego-ing with one another super tons.
I miss copying each other answers on heymath.
I miss playing retarded games during lessons.
I miss all the unglamness.
I miss laoshi scolding me whenever I sat unglammly.
I miss MrsHee scolding us for our "curtains".
I miss pon-ing ArtClass whenever we could.
I miss chiong-ing out for Profi/IFC.
I miss teasing each other about each other crushes/obsessions.
I miss calling J8 the danger zone for some of us.
I miss platoon recesses.
I miss cooking up a storm during HomeEcs.
I miss doing experiments in the ScienceLabs.
I miss slacking at the bench outside the classroom.
I miss talking on the phone late in the night.
I miss running on the track in the mornings.
I miss comparing prices to the number of fishballs.
I miss making so much noise with the class that the teacher would complain like crazy.
I miss laughing at gh3y people running during Jap Class breaks.
I miss hoping it would rain in the morning to escape prefect tunnels.
I miss sneaking onto blogs and random websites during ComLab lessons or Music lessons.
I miss class/platoon chalets.
I miss my friends.

I miss, I miss, I miss,
I miss everything.

And the worst part is, I can't go back in time.
Neither would things be the same.

Kelly: GAHHHHH
HHHHHAG
YJ: A bend in the road is not the end of the road… unless you fail to make the turn.
Huhhhh? Haha, whaaat! Drive a car, and zoomzoom down the roads then! B)
Olivia: haha!! they miss you BADLY!! they're going to enter your house some time SOON! :P since you haven't been visiting them. hols now uh?
HAHAHA, no, they still miss you like crazy! :D We should go running in MacRitchie some time soon! :D Then we'll see what they do to you!
lauren: yay you replied my dots:D anyway why you never blog about obs! lazy!
I did! In my Xanga. :D Hahaha. Yes, you and your dots! ._.
JoelT: eh, isn't that the fish pond place in yishun ! O:
It's either Sembawang or Yishun! Hahahah. But it's reaaaaaaaaaaaaal cool! :D

I say no-oh-oh
If you wanna take it slow-oh-oh
Catch up well now let's go-oh-oh
Together we run the show-oh-oh

♥

#FORTYTHREE

2008-07-07T21:18:00.003+08:00

Tell me I'm fickle, since when was I not anyway? (:

And we're back to where we were,
and all I have to say is Hello, Goodbye, maybe I'll miss.
Maybe I'll be back someday.

Hazel's one fickle girl.

RELINK♥

LAUREN: HI IM SUPER BORED.....................................
HELLO WHO ISNT. (:
LAUREN: ......................................................................................................................................................
._.
LAUREN: ..............................................................................
Blah, I don't even know why I'm replying your "."s. Haha, gosh this is lame.
LAUREN: .......................................
Oh btw, you owe me an outing.
LAUREN: .......................................
To make up for today. (:
LAUREN: .......................................
Okay bye. This was lame.
kailin: hazel ! i privated my blog. give me your blog email i invite you oks (:
Haha okay, remind me when you come online kay? (:
joanne: HI HAZEL! (:
HELLO! (:
Darren: ._. you know auntie annes are really nice, new flavour! matzarls.
I've got this horrid feeling, that you're making fun of me. Are you? Rotten banana is evil.
lauren: hazelgoh! i'm so freaking bored cos im successfully procrastinating on my hw WHERE ARE YOU IDIOT!
... And I still haven't done my holiday homework. Okay I started, but haven't finished. I rock manzx.
veeohlet-x: okays ; th verdict is , YOU DON'T LIKE DARREN LIM IN THE BGR WAY . fullstop . yayes ! & I LOVE YOU ;DD
Hahaha, goooood girl! Yay, I love you too. Soon soon kaay, outing? This week this week! Loves. :D
Olivia: they LOVE you like the mouse loves rice :P HAHA!!! don't be so mean to them >.<
Haha, NO. Stop denying their love to you. Do you know how they feel, when you push their love to me? They get horribly heartbroken. Olivia, tsktsk, you horrible heartbreaker. :O
val(: helloooo!!?? outing??
Haha sorry babe! Yeah, sooon okay? (: Oh man, I want to enter the NCC room! D:
YJ: dead
Oh I'm sorry, I didn't realise. :O When was your funeral? Heh. :D
JoelT: I love that song ! O:
Haha Jordin Sparks? Yeah that song's nice! :D
R.: WHERE IS MY BUDDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
Imma here, here, here! Betcha missed me.
manu fanz: arhh... my face is sooooo darn chao da!!! i dun stink ok! (:
Haha, everytime kayaking go near you, confirm got some smelly smell. Pity Aditi, must kayak with you. Smeeeellllaaayyyeee.
YJ: haha. my school aint weird. is ur school SLOOOW. :D
Nah, your school's just weird. Nothing to do with my school.
Darren: OI DEAD BLOG. WAKE UP
Huh what? Go away, I want to sleep.
AmandaGoh♥: nice font eh arial? Lol.You and jasmine changed alot lah D:
Haha, nope, Tahoma. (: Haha, really? Is that good or bad? :X
.: hazel so lian... wan so many piercings
And you realise you don't really know me. (:

Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you
(To you)
Why don't you listen when I try to make it through?
(To you)
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, you never know
Hold a little tighter
4:am forever
♥

#FORTYTWO

2008-06-23T20:57:00.003+08:00

ONE STEP AT A TIME; Jordin Sparks

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
When you need to find the strength
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time
___________________________________________________________________

Imma addicted to this song. (: And, Nelly&Fergie's PartyPeople. Heh. MSN emoticons are damn cute. (L)

Olivia: HAHA!! monkeys love you more lah. don't push them to me.. they'll be v sad :(
LOL, don't break their hearts kay. It's obvious that they are madly, deeply in love with you.
veeohlet-x: qirl ! you like darren lim ?! hahahas . i miss yous , qo out soon babe(: nds yes ii have new boyf , don't be that shock okays .
[Oo] That's the first I heard! Haha, no I don't like him, whatever gave you the idea! Miss you too(: Yeap, soon. Haha kay, not shocked not shocked.
kailin: wheres the outinqs you owe me ahs`qirlqirl [:
Hahaha, here! (: Sometime soon kay? Heh, when you free you call/sms me luh.
Kelly: OH, ZOHAN. LOL
Zohan is dang stupid I swear.
YJ: still no tag D: no tag no rainbow D:
Haha, whoops I owe you yeah? :X Rainbows!(:
Darren: DO MY QUIZ HAHHAHAHA
Lol, what quiz? Haha kay.
manu fanz: its the last day of schl!!!
Huh? Last day of school? Last day of holiday lah ._.
chendol: HELLO
HELLO

♥

#FORTYONE

2008-06-17T18:34:00.004+08:00

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Holidays ending in a few days. Didn't accomplish much this holiday, but who cares, I never did accomplish things during holidays. The only super sucky thing is that, school is starting. Who cares that first week is Enrichment Week, and second week is OBS. It's still school. Yes, school, where the rules take over again. Definitely don't look forward. I don't feel like cutting my nails, neither do I feel like doing anything to my fringe. It's short enough already please.

It's just fringe, why bother?

TUESDAY100608;
Brian came over, super boring day. Mostly stoning, and Brian complaining about the boredom. That was before he got found out there was Cabal on my comp, and started trying it out ._. How veeerrrry interesting. The only interesting thing was talking on the phone at night. But wait, that was like, 12 plus midnight. So i guess there was nothing interesting. (:

WEDNESDAY110608;
Went to J8. With mum, Kristal, Jasmine, Siti and Brian. Hung around, stoning a lot at the playground near Haagen. Got my sexy seventh piercing♥ Then went shopping for shirts B) Hazel still badly needs shorts. Another pretty much boring day, but better compared to previous.

THURSDAY120608;
Can't remember what really happened. But I know that we got new table, from Brian's mum. (: So now my room has an extra table, and the colourful shelf has been kicked out. And also, a lot less posters. My room wall is almost, completely bare with fugly pink paint. But I put back Jesse's face. Jasmine put her collage of Selena Gomez. I want to repaint. Watched Don't Mess With The Zohan on my comp.

I guess I can say, it's not exactly worth money watching it in theatres. Yeah, it's pretty funny. And the front part was kinda action? Lol, but I guess this movie lets you know that chasing your dreams with many objections sometimes works.

FRIDAY130608;
Got woke up super early for no reason. Dad booked tickets for Kungfu Panda at J8.

Quite funny I must say, and the panda is really fat. :O Like you didn't know that already. And it's really funny the way they english-ed the word for turtle in chinese. Definitely worth watching, for the laughs. (:

Then went to Bottle Tree Park in the evening for dinner. My dad drove into that place and I realised that it was the super nice place that I always saw whenever the MRT past by.
Kickass lovely place. ♥
The pond was lovely. And Brian kept trying to scare me that he saw something bubbling out of the water. That idiot ._. They provide those cycling water rides on the pond, on weekends. So we didn't get to try it out :\ Plus there's a cute playground, and fishing area. The scenery is wonderrrful. Haha, I just love that place. I want to go there again, just to stone or something.

Aunt came to pick Brian up at night. Jasmine and I had major arranging in our rooms. Okay fine not really. But the table's pretty. (: But my stuff are as unorganised as ever. If you compare my side of the table to Jasmine's, you'll know.

SATURDAY140608;
Got treated in the morning by the "king". Hahaha. McFlurry and medium fries ._. Oh well, still something haha.

Then MRT-ed down to Bugis to meet Qiqi. (: Initial plan, do Maths homework. And we ended up eating, a lot. When we reached, we went to The Soup Spoon. Then went to have some Takopachi before finally heading to J.Co. J.Co is effing cold I swear. :\ Freezing like crazy and the Hazelnut doesn't taste like Hazelnut. It has super lot of milk. Graah. Spent like 2hours on food (: Heh. After that, we went to Fox, where I bought another shirt. I now owe Qiqi super loads of money. Haha, shit. After that left, cause Qiqi had piano haha.

And Kelly came back today! (: Big news, she's finally over ______! :D Qiqi and I are super happy for her, cause he's so not the perfect guy, not matter how many times she insists that he is.

SUNDAY150608;
Father's day (:
Happy father's day to my dad, and Alger daddy (:

Went to aunt's house at CCK to slack before going to Jurong Bird Park with two aunts + family + Siti. Haha, it’s been super long since i went there. My mum complained like super lot. And super slow. There was one point, we walked past the hawks. After we walked past, she was like “Eh Kristal look! Hawks!” The rest of us just grinned non-stop to ourselves. [: Kristal bought super lot of toys.

And I still hate The World Of Darkness. Get some bloody light will you?

Hazel still wants to go zoo.
And cycling.
(:

MONDAY160608;
Stoned at home the entire day, and wasted a lot of SMSes. I blame boredom. And Jesse cohosted TRL! ♥♥♥ cutee. Been listening to his new album. It's obviously different from before, but he sounds as cute as ever! How Do You Sleep?, Told You So, Runnin' and It's Over is nice (: I like Relapse's chorus. The rest are so so, heh. I think after this I'll go listen to his album again.
Jesse baby♥

TUESDAY170608;
Went out with Lauren, after very long (: Heh. There was a guy on the bus who looked good with sleeveless, but I still hate guys in sleeveless. It's just ... :\ Watched Indiana Jones and the Crystal Skull.

It's pretty okay I guess. And we were commenting on Irina Spalko, who was played by Cate Blanchett. Her hairstyle and dressing looked like Mrs Hee! Hahaha. But her personality is different from Mrs Hee. And Shia LaBeouf looked quite okay (: After that walked around to check out clothes. Found nice shorts (: Time to take my mum shopping in Orchard!

Linkin Park's Leave Out All The Rest MV is finally out. And I think it looks super cool. Still remember last year I was crazy over this song after Violet introduced it to me. Heh. And Coldplay's Violet Hill MV is darn spastic. The magnifying glass, the piano and the snow. Can't stop laughing at the MV whenever it plays on MTV. And Avril Lavigne's Best Damn Thing MV is like ... Here pink, there pink, everyway pink (!!!) Gaahh. But I like her skull earrings though. Chio♥ And I swear I'm so sick of Flo Rida's Low. If I hear it one more dang time, I'll just kill that idiot.

So far, I have dropped my phone once. Lucky no scratches. And sent 638 SMSes within 9 days. Shoot me, I've got to stop.

And oh, that was Darren Lim Yiren, the Rotten Banana, on the previous post.
Yes, again.
___________________________________________________________________
LEAVE OUT ALL THE REST; Linkin Park

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
___________________________________________________________________

Darren: LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL IUM BORED TOO
Lol, haha. Yeah yeah, everyone's bored (:
manu fanz: woah! super spastic faces larh! lols!
Thank you for the compliments B)
aisha: hi hazel!:D
Hey Aisha! :D
lauren: omg hazel you ahlian haha
What ahlian! xP Hazel is not a ahlian okay. (A)
chloe: HELLO HAZEL GOHHHHHHHHHHHH! haha i have stuff to tell you! :D
CHLOE WONGGGGGGGGG! Hahaha, about you liking ___? (: HAHA, naw, kidding.
Kelly: Walao, the pictures so retarded
Cause there's you inside, that's why (: Heh.
Amandagoh: oh hey hazel you changed alot Lol. Relink me kay http://abc-oh-weilin.blogspot.com Tc during he holidays
Amandagoh: the*
Haha, a lot? Girl, I think you just didn't see me for very long (: Yeah okay, relink haha.
tingyun: yo girl wad a shopper:O hahaha
Hello (: Haha, nah, wait til you see one day when I got super lot of money, then I'll shop super lot heh.
Olivia: haha! i was outside ur house just now :P
Haha really! Why never call me haha. We haven't gone running for very long. I wanna see the monkeys chase you, again. (:
nurul: i know!!!! i know!!! is it sowing?
Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat? [Oo]
CABBAGE: HAHA duckie remembers you eh! :D
Haha okay, tell duckie I said hi (:
YJ: and u didnt tag D:
Heh, sorry. I will, soon. :D Rainbowwww. (!!!)
Darren: loool i did the quiz in the end
Lol, haha. You did the quiz, and blogged on my blog. Hahaha, you spasticated retard.

Hazel is super annoyed with Blogger and feels like moving back to Xanga. Grah.

Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realised that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
♥

2008-06-15T23:28:00.001+08:00

Ooh, I should disable right clicking and control on this really.

hahah :O I'm joking. xD

#THIRTYNINE

2008-06-11T20:40:00.004+08:00

another spastic two days and counting. cousin brian came to stayover

we got super spastic over dinner today,

"dump the ling"
"we're dumping a lot of lings! we got 20 here."
"eh if we dump the lings, won't they be very heartbroken?"
"yeah, lucky we're not lings"
*brian drops the dumpling*
"oh no! i just killed a ling"
"let's have a funeral"
"R.I.P. ling #2809581359103"
"a moment of silence please"

"eh hazel i dare you to lick kristal's tongue"
"ewwwwww no way!"
"saving for your boyfriend right?"
"which boyfriend"
(btw, the "which boyfriend" thing was said by jasmine. she thinks too highly of me xD heh.)

*hazel climbs up the roof of the playground thang*
"don't know how to come down! shit._. "
"just slide down la"
"cannot!"
"slide la!"
*hazel slides, and screams. and everyone around stares*
"gah, that was scary"
"you humji la"

*brian pokes jasmine*
"WHAT THE FUCK!"
"ohmygod shitshit i did not just say that."

heh, okay i'm lazy to blog anymore. bought 4 shirts today. :O and a ringg (: heh. gah i still need shorts and a bag.

seven sexy earholes. (:
FINALLY.

:D

and i'm super scared to drop my phone now. scary :\ heh. later spoil, then i'll change phone 735107593015 times this year. hazel shall not, will not, must not drop her phone.

more spastic days ahead, my stomach hurts.
oh and darren was here again, to riddle the day ._. haha, he is the big riddle himself. (:

2008-06-09T22:31:00.002+08:00

I am bored.

I don't even know why am I here....

Oh well,

Riddle of the day!

Which eight letter-ed word in which you constantly remove a letter by a letter, gives you a word at the end, and a word every time you remove? (:

#THIRTYSEVEN

2008-06-09T21:14:00.006+08:00

What I'm standing on is sinking in
And I don't have a clue how to get off of it
But when I look at you there is hope
It's like you see the sadness in my eyes
You read the blue between the lines
You could be the one to hold me when I wanna cry

Hazel's being such a good girl.

she's using internet sms, instead of her phone. :D heh, whatever. i decided to be guai, and save sms. and my phone spoilt ~~again~~ yesterday. managed to persuade my mum to lend me her extra phone. this phone, keeps making me send blank messages. i have sent 9 blank messages so far ._. this year, Hazel has spoilt two phones (yahh, i know so pro right._.) but oh well, new phone in october(: heh. but meanwhile, while you sms, dont blame me if i reply with a "who are you?" :D

anyway! (: today was a spassstic day.

kinda pangseh-ed the group, and went out with kelly and qiqi (: were deciding between marina and vivo, and somehow, i forgot how, we went to marina hahaha. windowshopped at fox, before walking around. got seen by the group we pangsehed. :O busted. (for all you know, we could have been stalking them) after that, went to check movies, but nothing much on, so we went to kfc to eat.

"what's kfc good for?"
"THE SKIN!"
"why do we come kfc for?"
"THE SKIN!"

"barney has burnt hazel's brain"
"barney burns brains. alliteration!"
.___.

there, we were trying to get kelly to stop obsessing over ___. please luh, he's so not the perfect guy. anyway, after that windowshopped somemore, before deciding to go bugis. then qiqi got an sms from ervin saying that they were at sakae. so went there to say hi/bye, before going off. outside sakae, qiqi and i were kind of making a scene of ourselves. :D

"mummmmmmmy! don't leave us!"
"mummmmy, no how could you!"
*kelly stands one side, pretending that she doesn't know us*

hahaha, damn spastic. brian called me, say today after basketball match got into fight ._. gah, the other team was such a sore loser team. can't wait til he comes over to stayover. (then maybe can go poke his bruised eye. nyaha, i'm mean, whatever.) after that, walked to the mrt to go bugis. dropped along diva to buy stuff. bought three necklaces and one pair of earrings. after that, we saw this super skinny woman, but she wasn't pretty, heh.

at the mrt, i was like, skipping around. qiqi was sliding cause the floor was super smooth. then kelly started to film us ._. haha, we were like idiots in the mrt.

bugis! (: hahaha. we walked around, took neos. i wanted to pierce my second cartillage piercing! then kelly lauched into a "no-you-should-not-and-why" talk. and qiqi helped her!

kelly "later you go blind how? NO"
qiqi "oh yah hor! cannnot cannot"
me "but my first one was fine"
kelly "cannot! i tell your mum"
me "she knows already"
kelly "all?"
me "yeah"
kelly "fine, then i tell your mum you aren't on project meeting today!"
me *sticks out tongue*
qiqi "must use reverse psychology! okay lor, you go pierce, go blind not our fault"
me *sulks*

in the end, didnt get to pierce. D: then went to bugis open market. there ah, shop like crazy ._. bought two shirts and nine pairs of earrings. going crazy :\ then both me and kelly started getting stomach pains out of nowhere. D: after that, went back to bugis to go fox. bought another tee. burnt a beeeeeeeg hole in my wallet! now i have -26 bucks. went home, then just nice family was walking to the park, so i had to follow ._. stoned there awhile, before heading back.

PEEEEEEEEEEEEEKTURES ♥

look at the pretttty green dsc-t2, staring right at you! (: positively screams SEXAYE doesn't it?

spastic and a lovely day (: managed to real shopping! :D hahaha. i bought three tops, three necklaces, ten earrings. :O hahaha! madnesssssssssss :\ but i still need shorts and bag! (: heh. and my box containing my earrings/necklaces has significantly gotten heavier. hahah!

I ♥ KELLY & QIQI
green is the absolute loveeeeeeee.

lauren: dude only ssg and msg got the lion in it! loser haha. wah lao you damn bored right go and list out your whole wardrobe. LUZER. i would go out shopping with you but i think im grounded.
hahaha, go shoppping (: grounded? ee why haha. we've got a movie date this holiday!
chendol: hehe.. i LOVE coincidences..
hahaha, whatever man.
YJ: err. cool i get to see my name :) i dont have ticks u have? o.o
no, i dont hahaha. you wish luh, see your name haha.
♥xiiao'qirl-x: hazelgoh!` relink relink (:
haha kk, i will (:
ESTHERLYN: HIII SH*T! YOU NEH TAG ME SINCE MY WHOLE LIFEEE LUH. HAHA OK NOT LITERALLY. I MUST RELINK YOU AGAIN, I GET IT. HAHAHA. LUVVV!
HAHAHA I DID TAG YOU OKAY, YEAAAAH RELINK ME:D LOVEEEE TOO (L)
JAS:D: barney suuuuuucks. and you were wasting my phone battery during the show.
yesyes, barney sucks.
___________________________________________________________________
CRASH AND BURN; Savage Garden

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

'Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breathe again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
♥

this song's so sweet! (: me loveeeee.

#THIRTYSIX

2008-06-07T20:40:00.009+08:00

Still I'd give the world to see your face ♥

Hazel is awfully bored. she totally doesn't know what to do during the holidays. and she feels that Barney sucks shit. xP burn burn burn in hell!

the Barney show was hella boring. Kristal didn't enjoy it either. i didn't know there was a orange dinosaur in Barney ._. and the voice is so freaking irritating. throughout the whole show, i felt like throwing strepsils on stage. that voice, is so not cute. and BabyBop was half the height of Barney. so was the orange dinosaur.

and throughout the entire show, okay not entire, but most. i was staring at the lights, the effects everything, wondering how it's done. i felt like getting up from my seat, and going to the control room, or whenever the controls are and go just fiddle with them. maybe because the show was so awfully boring, maybe because i just had this curiousity in me. curiousity kills the cat, whatever, there was no cat.

meow.

maybe this is what PA does to you after all. hey, in a positive way. (: nothing wrong with all the lightings, sound effects right? i mean, it's just cool.

Hazel wants to shop, badly. this sounds materialistic, but whatever. retail therapy is in need here. (: hey, i haven't been making full use of GreatSingaporeSale okay. in fact, i haven't been making any use of it at all! which sucks. i need tons of new stuff. :\ like,

S-H-I-R-T-S!
Hazel's cupboard is currently facing a huge shortage of shirts. there's like, around 5 that i can actually still wear? okay i have a few 5 others that i can wear, but my mum totally restricts me from wearing those out, cause she says it looks "old". like my sc tees. either that or many of my shirts are like small, or i just don't wear them regularly. like, tank tops, blah. i just don't wear those. (: tees are more of my kind of scene.
SHORTSZX.
the only few pairs of shorts that i own, are not to be worn out. cause it's just, plain weird. i'm sure everyone's pretty sick of me wearing my berms. (: hahaha. or fbts! but fbts don't go with every single shirt.
JEANS/CARGOS!
(this is turning out to be some fugging materialistic list, but a little call out to those who suddenly feel kind to buy Hazel stuff.) my jeans are hella tight or loose. my cargos are just fine, but i only own two pairs? hahaha. though i rather shorts right now, cause Singapore's weather is killer. :\
SHOEEEEEEEEEEES
i have, four green slippers, one walking shoe, two track shoes. (: a girl needs shoes. i'm a girl, i need shoes. (this sounds so mi-ish) but in short, i just need shoes.
HOODIES! (:
(a green one would reallyreally do some wonders.) Hazel has this fetish for hoodies. and she doesn't mind more. she currently has three, and too many hoodies won't ever hurt! though they say too much is no good.
BAGS!
i need a new schoooolbag. if you've seen the state of mine, you'll understand. hey, i dont buy bags for nothing. i know my limits. but one or two new bags will do some good. :D don't bother about the purses and handbags, they're so ... bimbotic.

okay that was all for my bimbotic, materialistic rantings. now ignore, unless you're some nice kid who feels the need to donate to such a ~~worthy~~ charity. (who am i trying to kid, but whatever.) in short, i just need to go shop [: i want a ring and new earrings/studs.

retail therapy never hurt anyone.
right?

Bugis, Orchard, Suntec/Marina, Vivo. anyone? not in one day, duh.

and i want to go to childcare again! no, not to go there and be one of the child being cared for, but going there to help. like last year. Namaste. (: he's so effing cute (and hot for a small little child), and no i'm not a paedophile. i wonder how he is doing. :\ he's primary one now i think. i miss the kids at childcare last year! someone, go childcare with me (: i want to go there, cip or not cip, i just want to. the kids there just make everything so rewarding. and what can you say, i love kids (:

no really, i don't terrorize them or anything.

and i just remembered, there was this stall just now at Suntec called "Hazelnutz". gah, call the store whatever name you want, just don't twit-ify my name please and thank you. take away the freaking "z". you can go zzz yourself to sleep, but don't make is Hazelnutz. like what the hell? if you want, Hazelnuts will do fine, though that is a weird name to call a store. stick to Hazel maybe, like the store Valerie. Hazelnutz, gah. the "z" at the back, is so not cool.

RAWR,
i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored

and you wonder why i didn't put that in rainbow colours. i'm not that bored. i'm bored fine, but i'm not that bored, i think.

YJ: i see my name on #34. ok. is that all im suppose to see? lol
uh no, you're supposed to see your name lighted up on fireworks, bursting in the sky during NationalDayParade 2008, which by the way is coming in 72 days. i think you better go get tickets, but wait you should already have, since your name is on the fireworks.
okay i'm mindlessly ranting. ignore, thank you.
YJ: o wait btw <>>> is 2SG rank. lol
oh, uh, okay. 2sg, haha. isn't there supposed to be like, the lion thang in it? lol. why don't you put that in as well? okay i'm just bored. ignore.
tingyun: hello chios=))
hello my twin! you are chio-er please. haha, congrats for getting secretary, exco 08/09(:
vall(: heyyo haha i cant rmb why i said oh man. tsk haha
valerieee, you're so weird. maybe you said oh man, cause at that time, an old man walked past you, and you were like "old man" but you switched the old to oh. okay i don't know what i'm talking about either. IGNORE!

something is very wrong with my mind today. blame Barney.

i speak nothing, but pure gibberish. so maybe you could just ignore this post in total. i'm just letting my fingers do the thinking and the typing, cause i obviously can't let my mind do the reverse. like let my fingers think and let my mind type. can you imagine my mind typing? i wonder how it would actually type. hahaha, funny. the brain types. okay maybe our brain controls the way our fingers can type, but it doesn't type. haha, maybe my brain's a fantastic one (yeah i wish). the first ever one-of-a-kind unique typing brain.
(!!!)

yes, what the hell.

Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA
I really want to come kick it with you
You'll be my American Boy
♥

#THIRTYFIVE

2008-06-06T22:13:00.005+08:00

HELLO.
(#3 post today! but who cares hahahaha, i'm bored, and kinda pissed! STUPID BARNEY. you gh3yshit dinosaur.)

my maid's so funny (: i'm in green (the words, not me)

what do you want to be when you grow up?
A BIRD! so i can flyyyyyyy:D
crazy person
haha flyflyfly! (:
even crazier. then what kind of person you want to marry?
a papa bird! i'll be mama bird! then we can fly together:D
crazy person, crazy talk. *mumbles something*
HUH YOU HATE ME?
*mumbles something*
WHY! D:
what?
did you say "i hate you"
no.
then what did you say?
i said "i haaaaaaaaaaaaate you". you pronounce it longer.

haha wth! she's so dumb. but haha, fly like a bird, that's really what i want (: just fly away, my little dose of fantasy, the get away from reality. hahahah (: i'll really love that. i wanna go backpacking around the world! :D

1: Who was your last call from and what was it about?
mum, asking her to pick me up after PA Camp.
(Whatever, haha, i know. i haven't touched my phone for long, cause i simply can't be bothered to pick up calls. HAHA, sorry kelly&brian!)
2: Is there a member of the opposite gender on your mind?
yeaaaap :(
3: Last movie you watched and with who?
What Happens In Vegas! (:
nurul, qiqi, daryl, ervin, joewei, kevin, matthew and nigel.
(i think)
4: Have you told anybody you loved them today?
hahaha yeaaap. qiqi and violet (:
5: What mood are you in?
a bit sleepy, and kinda sad.
6: Do you miss anyone?
YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
dont get me started :\ alot of people.
7: Are you growing apart from someone close?
yesyesyes! D: scgs friends :\
which really sucks. cause i miss them hell lot.
8: What would you do if your last ex called you?
hahaha, ignore xP
9: Where was your default pic taken?
hahaha friendster} scgs 3co classroom. friendster} some condo :D
10: Have you ever liked anyone on your top friends?
? (!!!)
11: Do you have a facebook?
yeah, but i kinda ditched it:D
12: What is one thing that's hurting you right on?
_____ (U)
13: Is there anybody you wish you could kill?
YEAHHH. xP
(and i know someone else who wants to kill that person too!)
14: What will you be doing at 8am tomorrow?
hahaha, sleeping:D
15: When is the last time you cried?
last night :X
17: Is Tom your friend on myspace?
who's tom [Oo]
oh your boyfriend? :D hahaha.
18: Do you have a best friend?
hahaha, i dont have a best friend, but i have super good friends (:
19: Are you dating the person you text the most?
i'm cutting down on my texts. 1603 SMSES! :\ MADNESS!
and i'm single. lol ._.
20: Is there anyone you hate?
i won't say hate, but big portion of huge dislike (: yeap.
(hahah! the lyrics playing now on 987 is seven things I hate about you)
21: Who is the last person you held hands with?
kristal :D hahaha, she's so adorable :D
22: Do you like someone?
hahaha, i like everyone! :D
(say imma great friend, LOL)
23: How much are you on the phone daily?
haha, hardly! (: i'm a good girl :D
24: Are you in a good mood?
nope. (STUPID GH3Y DINOSAUR!)
25: Have you ever been in love?
hahaha, infatuation maybe. obsession maybe.
love, i dont know.
26: Do you love your life?
hahaha, i love me, but i dont love the way life's working out.
27: What's your favorite shirt?
MY BLUE PULL&BEAR TEE :D
28: Who cleans your room ?
my mum/maid. but i prefer my room the way it is.
messy (:
29: What are you really into?
hahaha, right now? sleeping and eating :D i wish i'll get my mind back onto skateboarding though! :\
30: What is something you really want to do now?
forget forget forget! D: (AND PUNCHBOX BARNEY!)
31: Do your parents know what's happening in your life?
yeah right, if they did, it prolly wont be this bad. or maybe not. they'll prolly make it worst (:
32: Who do you trust with EVERYTHING?
hahaha, those who are willing to listen, and dont tell (:
33: Are you living a lie?
yeap. i'm living a huge lie.
34: Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?
yeah, MANY TIMES.
35: Who was the third last person that left you a comment?
blog} valerie. friendster} kelly (havent accepted though xD super lazy to.)
36: Did you hug anyone yesterday?
kristal (: haha.
37: Who made you laugh last?
my maid! hahhaha. she's damn retard.
38: What will you be doing in 3 hours?
sleeping (: hahaha.
39: What is your wallpaper on your phone?
some senseless design from the phone, cause it's temporary phone._. and the phone really sucks.
40: What color are your eyes?
brownish black.
41: What would you do if you get the NDP tickets?
if i could get someone to really crap&laugh with at the performances, i wont mind going. if not, i rather give away:D
42: Will you be in a relationship in 50 days?
nope. (:
43: Who were you with last night?
god this question is somewhat scaring me, but i was with my darling comp (:
44: What's outside your window?
haha, this is scaring me too :\
45: What are you doing this weekend?
i might have to go watch stupid barney if my dad continues to not let me go out tomorrow. D: RAWR.

btw, punchbox is a cool word B)
and there has been so many crazy coincidences today. (alliteration!) which i won't say. lol xP

VALEN♥: HIII. Geee, thanks. Hahahah, I love you babyyyy! MUAH.
love you toooo! ♥
chendol: heyloo hazelly!! i wanna BOINGGGGGGG
hahahah why! (: is it about ______?
vall(: oh man.. haha you ah
hahaha what me! (:
xinyuan: hazel! cheer up you sound sad in your latest post. its ok i love you (: hahahaha, i love you too! ♥
Darren: lolll..haha i dont really have the mood :/ ah.. sorry ):
ROTTENBANANA! why so emo? haha cheeeer up dudezx. (:

(so now, am i supposed to make a correction to my quiz? cause i just said "ily" to two more people hahaha.)

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand
♥

thanks alot, thanks a whole lot. the fall is long, i'm not yet reaching the bottom. the hole dug, was a huge one. you dug it for me, and pushed me in. what can i say? i was crazy, mad, to like you. now my heart's torn apart. i guess all i can say, is that i have myself to blame. i don't even know who i am anymore.

#THIRTYFOUR

2008-06-06T18:07:00.002+08:00

sabo-ed by violet lim ziyan!

Survey Instructions:
-Remove one question from above & replace it with your own.
-Tag eight people, list them down at the end of the post.
-Notify them in their chatbox that they've been tagged.

1) How long will you wait for someone you love?
until i think that i can live life perfectly without him(: or til i see him with some girl ._.

2) What do you hope for now?
make my life better (: my life is pretty much in the dumps now :\

3) What is the last thing you do/say if tomorrow is the end of the world?
hug and give a kiss on the cheek to all those who stood by me for my 14 years. ♥

4) Do you hate your friends sometimes?
if i said i loved them all the time, that'll be overrated. so yes, sometimes it just happens (: but i still love them all the same after that :D

5) What will you do if your best friend has been kidnapped?
go all the way possible to saaave! (: haha. the kidnapper would be prolly be too jealous about my best friend ranting all the time about me that he'll just let her go. :D nah, kidding (:

6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
hey this isn't believing! (: it's scienceeee! (yes i know, i hate science. but sad, it's true! it's a faaact)

7) Who will you choose between your ex boyfriend & your current boyfriend?
haha current! cause hazel's currently S-I-N-G-L-E (:

8) What kind of people do you hate the most?
hahaha, people who enjoy making my life more miserable than it already is :\ okay fine, my life ain't that bad, but still! xP

9) Are you happy with your life now?
now? nope, not at all. i just want my dose of fantasy back (:

10) What if your crush asked you out?
say yes? and hyperventilate once he's gone to anyone available. :D hahaha, i'll jump over the moon if that ever happened.

11) What will you do when you have a crush that knows you have a crush on him/her?
i'll just dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. everything would just get so awkward, and i prolly won't know how to face him! like when i see him, i won't be able to talk or look at him properly, ever!

12) What feelings do you hate the most?
when people just toy with your feelings, like you're some kind of thing that can't really feel.

13) What will you do if you fall in love with a guy/girl?
do anything possible for him, and just hope he'll be happy.

14) What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?
getting out of the house? (: home's just so boring! i want to go out out out!

15) The most important thing in your life.
my family and good friends that stick by me [:

16) Who do you hope to always be there for you?
those that i love. ♥

17) Do you find life meaningless?
life's about living to die. so kind of i guess xP

18) Who do you love the most?
i love myself! (: yesyes, i'm ego, but whatever. it's important to love yourself (: hahaha. and my good friends! and family.
♥

19) Do you believe that there's 'True Love'?
nope, love just doesn't last. love doesn't really exist either. it's just something that people create to make us feel that we have something to live for.

20) What's your greatest wish?
haha! i've got tons of wishes (: i'm greedy, whatever! hahaha. so i'll just wish for a wish to grant all my wishes (: hahahaha.

21) What will you change if you can turn back time?
my decision to come nj (: it's been nice knowing everyone, but nj life just isn't for me.

and the eight people i tag :D
chandel, genie, kelly, qiqi, valen, valerie mok, darrenlim, yujie
(hahaha rainbow questions!)
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my ear hurts like crap! ): and my mum has been nonstop trying to convince me to close two of my earholes! xP you wissssssssh. hahaha. oh well! (: i realised i've been double posting alot a day! hahaha. i haven't asked my mum whether i can go out tomorrow :\ more like "project" tomorrow (: hahaha.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
rainbow hearts (:

manu fsnz: hahahs omg... u play maple? lols!!! (: y u nowadys suddenly feel so down 1 der harr? O.o cheer up! xP
haha yeah, used to. i'm fine.
veeohlet-x: qqirl . go my blog awhile (: read the top most post ;D and do it (:
hahaha yeah done! (: hahaha.
veeohlet-x: ands ily ! (:
haha i love you too! ♥

TIRED OF BEING SORRY; Enrique Iglesias
I don't know why
You want to follow me tonight
When in the rest of the world
With whom I've crossed and I've quarreled
Let's me down so
For a thousand reasons that I know
To share forever the unrest
With all the demons I possess
Beneath the silver moon

Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don't want to fight
I'm tired of being sorry

Eighth and Ocean Drive
With all the vampires and their brides
We're all bloodless and blind
And longing for a life
Beyond the silver moon

Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don't want to fight
I'm tired of being sorry
I'm standing in the street
Crying out for you
No one sees me
But the silver moon

So far away - so outer space
I've trashed myself - I've lost my way
I've got to get to you got to get to you

Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don't want to fight
I'm tired of being sorry
I'm standing in the street
Crying out for you
No one sees me
But the silver moon
(lalalala)
Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don't want to fight
I'm tired of being sorry
I'm standing in the street
Crying out for you
No one sees me
But the silver moon.
♥

#THIRTYTHREE

2008-06-06T14:46:00.003+08:00

I'M SO BOREDZXZXZXZX (!!!)

i want to watch a showwwwwwwwwwwwww. but i don't know what to watch! (: yay going out tomorrow! with either michelle or kelllllly. michelle havent replied me yet! D: haha, rawr! whatwhatwhat show should i watch! :\ or should i go sian go back to playing maple. HAHAHA(x omg, i dont know what to do i'm so boooooooored!

at this rate, i'm gonna jump around the house like some crazy person. :D ahaha. i want to go esssso soon! but my hair is not dried yet! i'll look like some mad person going out of the house with my wet hair! i look like some imh person! :O hahaha.

ahhh! my top piercing getting infection again! so i dont know if i should go pierce tomorrow! :\ but i really want to! if not, it wont heal in time before school starts! and that would really suck! D: hahaha. heal infection, heal! (: hahaha.

CABBAGE: hey why are you so down! cheer up! :Dyou can hug duckie if you want :D
i think duckie no longer remembers me! does he/she? hahaha.
YJ: <>>> :D
[Oo] (!!!) haha, you weeeeeeeeird.
Kelly: Youuuuu, Hazel Goh, never tell me you move back to blogger!
Kelly Goh! you blur sotong, i move like super long time ago already! hahah, i thought you knew! :O besides, it's like written BIGBEEEEEG on my xanga! (:

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
♥

#THIRTYTWO

2008-06-05T22:59:00.002+08:00

OVER YOU; Daughtry
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
~~I got over you.~~

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
~~I got over you.~~

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
~~I got over you.~~
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okay it's past 11, i gotta go sleep. i feel like such a freak ._.

♥

#THIRTYONE

2008-06-05T18:08:00.003+08:00

haha, emo post yesterday :X was feeling really super down. but the only way i guess for now, just don't think about it. (: dont ask. i'll tell you if i want to.

okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. PA Camp! (:

MONDAY020608;
met genie in school first, that girl made me walk to rgps and back for her, alone! D: tsktsk. then went to the amphi. different groups as her! same group as cassandra, lingling, hsiangwei and shoujin. levon and zhiping were in charge. (: haha. then played games before going to the bunk. all the girls in ta26, guys in ta24. other girls were genie, grace, shijin and tingyun (: after that lunch (i think). superduper hungry. :D haha. then mock events. was at lt1. okay, i blank out already. :D fast forward to games! hahaha. cause shoujin only came like, the next day, and cass was not feeling well, so only me, lingling and hsiangwei. short of people, so huzaifah joined us. caterpillar really killed my butt .__. after that, batheeeeeeeeeeee. :D then debrief go sleep! :D
oh oh, and PA jacket is the loooooooooooooooooove♥ (though it stank like crazy when i first got it.)
TUESDAY030608;
woke up after waking up super lot of times at night. super cold :\ woke up, the door was locked! so tingyun had to climb out and get the key from grace in ta27. haha. washed up, then went for breakfast! :D after that, mock event. then external hunt! (: went to suntec, then pepperlunched. :D hahaha. one of the stations super retard, had to do pa cheer in citylink. then all the people stare :\ damn weird! haha. got ben&jerrys xD after that, final station was the library. we were the second group to reach. hahaha. then walked to the busstop after the last group arrived. tingyun became my twinnnn. (: haha, and joseph is the 大小姐! hahaha. went back to school, dinner (: haha. then at night got night hikeeeeeeeeeee :\ scaryscary! have to blindfold somemore, rawr! then i was grabbing cass's hands damn tightly. so many obstacles. hahaha. then at the end, cause the seniors like suddenly run away, so we sat in a circle, and started crapping. after the entire thing, the seniors were telling us all the funny stuff that happened, and a lot had to do with hsiangwei. hahaha! funny. then bathed. (: it was like 1plus. superduper tired. we ordered macs cause damn hungry. :D haha. then finally went to sleep after playing a few rounds of cards.
WEDNESDAY040608;
wake up, breakfast. :D haha then mock event. joseph left halfway cause he got stuff on. then left me, cass and shijin! then three girls with superdupersuperduper lot of stufff to carry! :\ haha. then after that, pack stuff and clean cables. then handover! haha. congrats to those who got into the new exco! (: haha. after that, slowly walked out to busstop with genie. :D reached home, bathed, ate, and slept super early!

woke up today at 1pm xD i slept for 15hours! :D haha. finished watching GossipGirl, now looking for a new show to watch! (: i want to continue watching VeronicaMars, but then. i can't find the proper full episodes from sidereel *narrows eyes* hahaha. :D rawr, my mum is using the phone in my room. don't like the phone in my room! so annoying. D: ringringring. hahaha. *shoots the phone*

hazel is still looking for people to watch Made Of Honour. :D and she wants to go shopping. :D hahaha! (:

and hazel is gonna sleep early from now on. :D started from yesterday. so 11 or earlier, hazel won't be online anymore!
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jiali♥: haha hazel, go watch made of honor! it's darnnneddd funny. hahah xD
haha i want to watch! D: but everyone seems to have watched it! :\
CABBAGE: TAG :D :D :D :D :D
haha
manu fanz: update! (:
updated, lol
qiqi: haaaazel darling! what happened ahhh. :/ omg i haven't talked to you for quite a few days already, shall catch up with you sooon! I LOVE YOU HAZEL! (L) don't be sad anymore alright?
hahaha, i'm fine now! :D i'll tell you when i see you onlineeeeeeeeee. hahaha I LOVE YOU TOO! (L)
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HAPPILY NEVER AFTER; Backstreet Boys
(Ooooo, yeah)
I don't think I want this anymore
As she drops her ring to the floor
She says to herself you've left before, (yeah)
This time you will stay gone that's for sure, (yeah)

And he shattered something else
She dragged her suitcase down the path
To the driveway
She had never gone that far
Normally this would be the time that she
Would let him talk her out of leaving
But this time, without crying
As she got into her car she said

No, happily never after
That just ain't for me, because finally
I know, I deserve better after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall
(Faaaaaaallll)

As she drove away she starts to smile, (yeah)
Realized she hadn't for awhile
No destination she drove for miles
Wondering why she stayed in such denial

She was laughing about the way he shattered something else
She dragged her suitcase down the path
To the driveway
She had never gone that far
Normally this would be the time that she
Would let him talk her out of leaving
But this time, without crying
As she got into her car she said

No, happily never after
That just ain't for me, (that just ain't for me)
Because finally
I know, I deserve better after all, (that just ain't for me yeah)
I'll never let another teardrop fall

I'm done, I'm done, said I'm so done (so done yeah)
I'm free, I'm free, (so free)
Free to feel the way I feel, yeah
She inhales a breath she never breathed before
Don't want no drama no more

Cause she says no
Happily never after (after)
That just ain't for me (oh, oh)
I know, I deserve better after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall (I'm done, I'm done)
No happily never after, that just aint for me, (I'm free, I'm free)
Because finally
I know I deserve better after all
I'll never let another tear drop fall
I'm done, I'm done, I'm done, so done, I'm done, so done
Said I'm done, I'm done, I'm done
♥
i'll go on deluding myself, believing, that i will forget. (: i'm gonna pysch myself, no matter what. i will forget, i must forget.

#THIRTY

2008-06-04T20:03:00.004+08:00

time to pick up the pieces, from where i last broke. there's no use staying on, and i shouldn't hold on. it's the only way out. i'll move on.

eventually.

天灰; S.H.E
如果你不再出现
我的世界　还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间
让我们试验　什么叫永远
想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁
我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯　早已经全都熄灭
如果你从没出现
我会不会　觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言一点点摧毁
想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁
我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯　早已经全都熄灭
我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯　早已经全都熄灭
我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯　早已经全都熄灭
♥

it's one of those times, that you can't help but either scream, or break down, crying.

#TWENTYNINE

2008-06-01T21:56:00.005+08:00

HELLO :D imma back (:

haha, whatever lah darren lim yiren. you are freaking bullshit! and veeery random. just like a rotten banana. :D haha. "gay poem" (:

OAC camp. :D
haha. the view from the mountain was loveeeely and the waterfall. (:

WEDNESDAY280508;
bus-ed to tanjong pagar with sueann and luke. had to call people along the way to bring food cause i was bloody hungry. :D sean cut hair, then got three stripes! damn nice haha. traaain :D got bunk beds (: played cards, gossiped with qiqi, and went to the canteen :D bedtime was at 10. i slept for like 15mins, then woke up. tossed and turned super loads before sleeping 1 hour later. i pity the person below me. :D which was kuanloong. haha!
THURSDAY290508;
lunch-ed at the train station! then took the van up to part of the mountain before we started trekking towards base camp. sean was took few steps and was like "oh shit, i'm tired already" hahah! i got low in sugar then had to stop ._. then alvyn helped to carry my bag haha. thaaanks yo. the waterfall was dang preeeetty (: haha. at base camp, which took about two hours to reach, put down our bags and pitched tents. tent-ed with dhiya, grace and lizhen because same group. energy bars for lunch. :D haha. hiked to summit after that. supposed to be 4 hours journey, but i only lasted for 2 hours. sat down, then leg suddenly cramped up super loads, and couldn't stand .__. so didn't follow. qiqi stayed along with mr lam. then around 1 hour plus later, hiked back down to base camp with qiqi, vicki, ms lee, mr lam and guide. slacked at the waterfall then went back to base camp. ms lee bought us drinks. :D haha. the guys came back not long after. played cards then had dinner (: after that cleared up, talked to qiqi, then played cards with grace, lizhen and qiqi then finally sleeep. :D
FRIDAY300508;
woke up at 4 cause of the rain. superduper cold night :\ then went back to sleep. woke up at 6, changed and assembled. missed the sunrise. D: then played games. charades (: then raaaain! ._. played cards with dhiya, grace, lizhen and qiqi. then after the rain, had some bidding game. our group got around 119 points (: haha. then bathing/packing up/lunch time. played cards again. lunch was porridge. :D burnt tongue ._. climbed down mountains, knee hurt like craaap D: and the ground damn slippery! super loads of thanks to kuanloong and dhiya! :D at the bottom, van-ed to the caves there. we were the first group to van back, so we had to wait for the rest. kuanloong can't swing! LOL. deprived childhood. then went caving. :D super cooool. from the first cave to the second cave, it started to rain ._. so we had to climb in the rain ._. then going up to the second cave, i hit my knee ._. the one that hurt. sucked haha. then jessie asked kuanloong to help me even more. i owe kuanloong thousands of big fat Thank Yous! :D
thank you super loaaaaaaads Ong Kuan Loong!
haha, didnt get leeched. xD then van-ed down to train station. first to bathe! (: shared two packs of food with qiqi. stoned til the train came. which was super longgg. cause our train bookings got problem! so meant that we didn't have seats. D:
SATURDAY310508;
stand on train! there was two seats, so the seniors in the group made me and luke sit. so got to sleep til about 1am. then i played with luke's handphone then switched with lizhen and terence. went back to stand. then went to look for seats with kuanloong and luke. found more floor space. i was kinda hyper. :D haha. crapped and played cards. there was one seat and the two guys made me sit. superduper cold. fell asleep woke up around 5am. found ms khoo and kuanloong on the floor there sleeping. kuanloong fell off the chair-like thing! hahaha. super hard to sleep so went to canteen with kuanloong. veryveryvery warm there. :D drank milo and crapped. then ms khoo came around 6am to drink then zao. then kevin and mervyn came. crapped and kevin drink tehtarik damn funny. there was this guy snoring super loud! lol. then they left, luke came. after awhile, qiqi came also. crapped til around 9plus. then look for seats. :D haha. the train was rather empty. super tired so fell asleep. alighted around 11 then bus-ed to causeway with kaiting, sueann, kuanloong, luke, waikit and some other senior :X cabbed from there to homee with sueann. :D
reach home, spam bathe, brush teeth (: then slept for about six hours. woke up, ate and tv-ed. (: then comp-ed awhile then slept.

hahaha supeeeeeeeeeeer summarised version. :D one huge chunk of words. haha. in short, camp was pretty much enjoyable and the suckiest part was my knee ._. and thank you super loads to kuanloong for helping me soooo much! dhiya too. :D

today! (: slept alot, then went to toa payoh around 4 plus. bought fbts. :D then after that, went to wheelock place and stoned. kristal got lost :O haha. but found her (: she super cute haha. then went to sheraton towers for dinner with mum's side of the family. :D hanwei going army in few days. so family dinner. :D hahaha. he bring girlfriend, then hanying bring boyfriend. lol hahaha. the food, was pretty little .__. like so fast finish. haha. kristal found a new friend there. super funny, when leave, then they hug. the boy lifted his legs, so kristal was carrying the boy ._. hahaha. crapped with brian. nicholson lent me his phone for awhile to use the mirror, omg i realised i have fricking big eyebags! sleeping early after PA camp onwards! madnesssssss! :\

okaaaaaaaaay, tomorrow is PA camp (: haven't packed! :\ hahha. better started packing man. and my buddy's so niceee! [: he sent me a sms today, saying that he missed me! yes buddy, i miss you too! (: hahaha. have fun at school tomorrow haha, sad case. my buddy is super nice! (: i'm gonna miss so many days of muttons! D: haha. oh well. i need shopping partners (: haha, i want to go shopshop at bugis/orchard/vivo. :D hahaha! (: and i want to go to the zoo (yesyesyesD: ) and sentosaaaaaaaa. (: AND I WANT TO WATCH MADE OF HONOUR! D:

GOOD LUCK TO PLATOONMATES WHO ARE GOING FOR SPECS TOMORROW. :D
and shut up lauren, who got to watch tobg on the plane. D: not fair! :\ she said it was super nice.

&,
HAPPY FIFTEENTH BIRTHDAY TO SEAN QUEK! :D

time to pack for pa camp! (:
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manu fanz: hahahs who else... the 1 tat u all kip sayiing is hot! xP
haha, WHAT? lol. xP
Olivia: haha!! hazel goh!! you linked my blog wrongly O_o
i did? omggg, paiseh! :X then what's the url? haha sorry babe!
Darren: YO BACK FROM OBS. HAHAHA OBS IS THE SEX
HAHA, rotten banana. you toot, come back from obs, blog on my blog ._.
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SAY (ALL I NEED); One Republic
Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?

Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you know where your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
You're doing your best and your best look
You're praying that you make it

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Better than you had it

Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Better than you had it

I said all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say it
♥

2008-06-01T14:26:00.001+08:00

Ah, guess who's back?

When I looked upon this dullful land,
I saw a need to save it,
as this blog is falling apart,
with no one there to tend it,
why do you think Darren is here?
Obvoiusly just to save it =O

Okay, that was seriously random and lame.

xD
xD
xD

Hazel when you see this please dont kill me, I was just too bored. xD

#TWENTYSEVEN

2008-05-27T18:52:00.008+08:00

IRIS; Goo Goo Dolls
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
♥
I Miss You. That phrase, it's ringing in my ears. cause I really do miss you. It's been awhile, awhile since last spoke, last saw each other. But you never really do notice me, standing around, like a little hopeful girl, do you?
I need you like a heart needs its beat.

#TWENTYSIX

2008-05-27T15:45:00.012+08:00

School's out, June holidays yo (:

exams, over and out. don't really want to talk about it, but i thank my buddy (: haha. thursday! i went back sc ♥ and i miss you guys tonzxz. i really really really want to go back! i miss you guys like crazy.

haha (:
platoonmates! rod'08. i know you guys, every single one of you, you'll be just great. you'll be the best ncos, so there's no need to worry. i know that every single one of you can do it. and your roles, every single role, means importance to the company (: i only wish, that i could have been part of it. (violet lim, i want the photos!)

xinyuan! :D omgggg, my little blur sotong! haha, congrats to you (: you're gonna do just fine, leading the company. i can't wait, to see you next time. being in charge and everything. :D that'll be so coooooooool. national day's coming soon (: and qiying too! (: CONGRATTTTS :D

SCNCC♥ all the way (:
we found ourselves a home, a home, a home sweet home♥

i'm proud, i'm proud of SCNCC.
tons of loves and misses! ♥

movie on friday (:

it was pretty okay. :D and funny. haha, and sweet too! (: and true, sometimes, you really want to getaway from reality, when life takes a toll. and i was being so anticlimax. during the proposal scene, i suddenly thought of the movie stubs, so i asked nurul, "where are the movie stubs" right in the middle of the proposal. and that idiot split sprite on me.__.

we were the last ones to leave the theatre. some funny extra-ded part came on, when there was no one else but us! haha. then the uncle chased us out. on the way out of the theatre, the walkway was so scarily freaky. it hell reminded me of the train tunnel scene in Cloverfield. nurul started running, i started screaming, qiqi started stoning. and we dashed out like crazy retards. then neos, then nurul and i bought rings, then we left. (: haha. the guys had dinner. we went to near skatepark there to talk before going haha. then i went with qiqi to Yishun interchange to get her phone (cause she lost it earlier) then went back. there was this twit in front of me, with her jersery saying "xiiaobaobeii". eww. haha, and she looked like crap (: no offence to you if you ever see this, but yeah (: honest opinion.

I WANT TO WATCH MADE OF HONOUR!

saturday, partttaye. mum's friend's daughter. camwhored super tons. and i love the ballooooons :D i want a room, with tons of ballooons and bubbles next time:D totally loveeeeeeee♥ haha.

the place was awesome (:

sunday, chinese project at chandel's house (: real funny, with daryl jumping into the pool with his clothes on and everything. :D haha. okay, i'm really lazy to type. the photos, upload another time, when i finally get them from chandel. :D haha. after that went down to toapayoh stadium to help rongxian with their spire project. mak was there too! haha (: then headed home.

yesterday, shooooooopping. okay not really. but kinda:D got new wallet/shirt/bag. :D haha! hazel needs serious retail therapy. but is brokeeee D: haha. today, boring :( i wanna go to the zoo! D: rawr. shoot me.

okay i dont feel like typing anymore. :D back to watching shows for the day haha. OAC overseas camp tomorrow (: will be gone til saturday. (AND I HAVENT PACKED!)

and Happy Belated Birthday to;

Tan Huiying! Katrina Cho! Audie Wong! Amelia Khoo!

♥♥♥

Peiyi: Hey sexy! I miss you so much too. how has life been? love you tons godsista! will relink asap.

hey love! i miss you too♥ life's been okay i guess, haha, tough. love you!

manu fanz: did ur fringe grew? i tout its the same :x hahahas...stupid dying eye! how does ur eye even die? xP being dam random n lame...

haha, yeah my fringe did grow, but little. hahaha eyes die, it's part of a living thing, right? haha.

R: EH SI BUDDY! Thanks for being there! :D

hey buddddy. haha thanks for being there too :D

qiqi: HI HAZEL! (: thanks for being there for me whenever i complain about that jerkkkk. :D I LOVE YOU LIKE WHOOOOOOOOOOSH!

hahaha LOVE YOU TOOOOOOOOOOOOO :D haha. (but i bet you love that jerk too!)

qiqi: P.S. mixer is ____, not cute not cute not cute! the other one much cuter HAHAH. :P

mixer is cute is cute is cute! (: hahaha, why won't you agreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? D:

qiqi: P.P.S. your tagboard is damn nice! GREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN. :]

GREEN IS SEXXAAYYELICIOUS. :D

qiqi: wheeeeeeeeeeee i feel like tagging cos the colour is so pretty. ;D

hahaha, of course, green (:

qiqi: so.. i've decided to S P A M.

tsktsktsk.

qiqi: E X A M S S U C K I H A T E T H E M I W A N T H O L I D A Y S T O C O M E N O W !

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE! :D

qiqi: hahaha omg so fun to taggggggggg. :D:D:D

hahaha! green tagboard (:

qiqi: i'm super screwed for ass week really, both my maths and bio and physics&chem damnnnn bad.

haha ass week's over! WHO CAAAAAAAAAARES. (:

qiqi: and worse thing is i'm not even studying GRRRRRAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!

hahahaha. (: oh well, holidays! :D oac camp tomorrrrrowwwww. (and you are daoing me online!)

qiqi: I LOVE HAZEL!

I LOVE QIQI!

qiqi: oops i forgot to add a nut behind that. :P

hahaha, you weird!

qiqi: HAHAH KIDDING.

XP nuts are cool kay.

qiqi: but did you get the joke? hazelnut! :D coughegocough.
actually, no i dont. :D hahahaha. unless, you're talking about the hazel, nut, hazelnut thing :D haha

qiqi: okay hahaha still have quite a lot to tag before i can fill this entire chio tagboard with my tags. :)

hahahah! my tagboard is so chio :D it's sexy green!

qiqi: but idk what to tag about already.. :(

hahaha tag about how much you love Hazel! :D okay, being ego. :D

qiqi: okay nevermindddd i shall spam another time, bye! THANKS BABE. ;D

hahaha! LOL, bye loveeeeeeeeeeeeee♥

manu fanz: hahahs qiqi, spammer! :D ___ is nt hot! xP jkjk! u gt cough? need strepsils? get the joke? (:

hahaha lol! who not hot? haha.

manu fanz: sean will be jealous...

sean? or luke? :D haha! kiddddddddddddddding

_vviolet `: fat`poopyy! i'm back, and for more FUN ;D miss me don`t cha? xD caused i miss yous oh so much xP i see my name next to the tagboard O: *points > * hahas . i love yous girl . ands i change number

hahaha! yes, miss you like craaaaazy. :D haha. yesyes, your big fat name. :D haha. Violet Lim Ziyan! haha. love you too!♥

_vviolet `: and bloggy too . lalala . "xiiaomuffin-x.blogspot.com " RELINK FAT POOP!

hahaha RELINKED! (:

Andrew: HEY! Tag! Lols...All the best for ASS WEEK! Reply mie tag MUAHAHAHA! XD

hahaha! thanks (: ass week's done and over with!

JAS:D: ello. you kristal-bullier.

hello, the one who makes kristal cry (:

xinyuan: hello hazel! aww so sweet i miss you hazel! come back soon okay (:

i miss you too! (: and congraaaaaaaaaaaats again! :D

xinyuan: haha

Darren: LOL so spasm. how's exams xD

what so spasm? haha. exams? bad. you one big fat rotten banana.

R: Special thanks to someone >.>

hahaha, thanks buddy! (:

R: Thank you. :D

hahaha, aw (: welcome.

_vviolet `: last nights sms was bombbombbomb XD

it was the bomb, and my sms bombed! hahahaha :D

ESTHERLYN: Hey loyal tagger 2 ((((: OMG I see my name! Thought you were still using xanga. Oh wells! I like how you put me quite on top HEHEHE. You set my ego going!!!!!!!

hahaha! nah, i went according to the register. :D haha! so there's no need for ego. :D hahah! nope, i switchedddddddddd. you're super slow!

ESTHERLYN: Love youuuuu & you, BEING MY LOYAL TAGGER (and I yours) should tag me back right??? :D Keep your saturdays free I'm warning you!!! (;

hahaha! okay, i will (: haha. sure! :D but i'm not free this saturday! :D (overseas camp!)

ESTHERLYN: Oh btw that picture of you in a dress.... Your cleveage looks pretty..... NOT SMALL. Hahahahahaaaaa maybe it'd get chosen for porn sites!!! Then I'd applaude you :D And I know your friend Kelly! :D

hahahaha! WHAT THE HELL? estherlyn, have you become a perveeeerrtt? :O :O hahaha! WHAT PORN SITES? you visit them? tsktsktsk. haha, how could you! i thought you were pure-er. okay, you're not pure. :D haha! really? cooooooool. small world! (:

CABBAGE: hahaha hazel cheer up! dont emo! i'll always be there :D

hahahaha thanks (:

geniee: im boreddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd. xD

i'm boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeddddddddddddd too! :D haha

Joel: Hello, hello! Link me up, yeah! :D I LOVE YOUR TAGBOARD. Greenilixzious!

linked! :D haha, green is SO SEXY, aint it? :D

JoelT: Haha, alright. Linked! And someone still never link me. -.-

LINKED ALREADY! hahaha.

joanne: YO HAZEL GOHHHH!! (: i found your blog!! anw LINK! (:

HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO:D hahaha! linked (:

Mak: Hazel! Let's go out during the hols! :D

hahaha yesyesyes! (: go shoppppppping. :D haha!

joanne: heh i dunno when i'm free, got loads of stuff on ): if i'm free i tell you okay (: haha but dunno when that'll be O.o ):

haha okay! Made Of Honour! i really wanna watch. :D haah, what are you busy with? going out with boyfriend is it! :D haha kiddddding (:

JoelT: Um, I think that your links ain't working. Its just plain, words. Haha. And nice skin, by the way! I STILL LIKE YOUR TAGBOARD. :X

hahaha you blur sotong! it's the hearts you've gotta click, haha. yeah thanks! (: haha. YES GREEN!

Andrew: HAZELLY! Haha ur whole new skin very nice! xD

hahaha no more robots! (:

manu fanz: hahas ur blog now like all stuck to the right, while mine is on the left (: update ur blog! xD

hahaha to the left, to the left. updating!

YJ: dun sneak away. im watching :)

hahaha! sounds damn funny. yeah, i didn't okay.

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SOMETHING THAT I ALREADY KNOW; Backstreet Boys

Here we are, seven days

And seven nights of empty tries

It's ritual, habitual

But it's never gonna work this time

We're to the point of no return

And along the way the only thing we've learned

Is how to hurt each other

I'm looking back and wondering why

It took so long to realize

That nothing's changed, it never will

All these years of standing still

And still we stay in all this pain

And nothing's gonna make it go away

I don't wanna wait another minute

Put me out of my misery

I can read your mind baby you're not in it

And we're not what we used to be

No you wouldn't have to lie to me

If you would only let me go

And I don't wanna wait another minute to hear

Something that I already know

I know, I know, I know

Something that I already know

I know, I know, I know

So save your voice

Don't waste your breath

Can't you see we're at the end

And this goodbye is permanent

So wish me well and try to forget

And all the fights

And all the ways

We almost made it

But we never did

And it's finally come to this

I don't wanna wait another minute
Put me out of my misery
I can read your mind baby you're not in it
And we're not what we used to be
No you wouldn't have to lie to me
If you would only let me go
And I don't wanna wait another minute to hear
Something that I already know

I know, I know, I know
Something that I already know

I know, I know, I know

We can not hide what we've become

So sick and tired of being numb

It's done, it's done

It's done

I don't wanna wait another minute

Put me out of my misery

I can read your mind baby you're not in it

And we're not what we used to be

No, you wouldn't have to lie to me

If you would only let me go

And I don't wanna wait another minute to hear

Something that I already know

I know, I know, I know

Something that I already know

I know, I know, I know

Something that I already know

I know, I know, I know

I know, 'cause I know

♥

xoxo

#TWENTYFIVE

2008-05-22T20:51:00.005+08:00

All I need right now, is a huge tub of icecream, some place to scream, and someone.

♥

Anyone.

and thanks buddy, you really mean alot (:

♥

xoxo

#TWENTYFOUR

2008-05-20T22:25:00.004+08:00

HERE'S A POST OUT TO MY BUDDDDDDY. :D

thanks for always being there to listen to me rant, then i'll go on ranting ranting, and you're always there listening and helping! you're always there to make me laugh like crazy too. :D you come out with the randomest stuff, and the funniest too! :) haha.

buddy, you're one of the bestest nicest friend that a person can ever have! [: and i'm glad i have someone like you! always being there to listen, to make me laugh, all kinds of emotions xP hahaha!

OFFLINE MUSIC & KALLANG WAVE YO :D

we are teh prozx.
♥
xoxo

#TWENTYTHREE

2008-05-19T23:03:00.004+08:00

I'm lying here on the floor where you left me
I think, I took too much
I'm crying here, what have you done?
I thought it would be fun

Run as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of making me better, you keep making me ill
You keep making me ill

you wish.
♥

xoxo

The sleepless nights and the tears you cried

#TWENTYTWO

2008-05-16T23:23:00.002+08:00

NEVER LET THIS GO; Paramore
Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much
And never will I have to answer
Again to anyone

Please don't get me wrong

Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

One day you'll get sick of
Saying that everything's alright
And by then I'm sure I'll be pretending
Just like I am tonight

Please don't get me wrong

Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

Let this go, let this go

But I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

And I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
That now I feel like I don't know you
♥

xoxo

#TWENTYONE

2008-05-16T22:34:00.004+08:00

heeeellloooooo. :]

my fringe finally grew. (: one good thing haha. and ervin finally cut his ugly side burns. :O hahaha. LA and HCL paper one today haha. it went okay i guess. i fell asleep halfway during compo. :D haha, so boring. and for the letter writing my handwriting was cursive. for the compo, it became straight squarish. LOL :X stupid nurul threw my shoebag into the guys' toilet ._. she's such an assss xP haha. lucky cheechung help me take, i'm not taking a fricking step into the guys' toilet. it's just wrong. consultations after school, then went to try the gelato place at crown with qiqi. :D then after that we went to eat charkwayteow. :D haha niceeeee :D

and my eye hurts for no freaking reason. since today, after school, dammit. i think my eye's dying ._. whatever hahaha, stupid eye.

my june holidays, i only have two weeks to myself! D: first two weeks, i'll be shuffling in and out of singapore xP first week there's OAC overseas camp! second week got yltc. oac overseas come back on saturday, i rest on sunday, and whooosh monday i'm off to yltc. boo. oh freak, and i just found out, pa camp clashes with yltc. shiiiiiiiiiiiiiit ):

854 SMSES ALREADY. HAZEL STOP MESSAGING YOU IIIIIDIOT. >:(

and it's what they call, nostalgia.

was reading my old blog just now. i realised, how much fun i had during my SC days. those days, were so much better than NJ's. NJ isn't at all comparable to SC. IMISSYOU&LOVEYOUALL♥
something i missed and held so dear, is now nothing more than mere memories.
ALEENA;
haha EXpartner. i remember i thought you were dang scary during the first few days! but i'll always remember your super lameness, and your BEES (that have webbed legs). and thanks for always making spastic jokes that make me laugh!
JACKLYN;
bubblesss :D haha, i remember we used to talk, and laugh so much. then we're crapping about the most random stuff, ever! haha. MILOSAUR:D
GLADYS;
haha my darhhling husband. :D you still owe me my ring *narrows eyes* haha i love you so! and you're always so spastic (haha your spastic snapshots with the spooon!)
DANIELLE;
my hamster cousin! :D haha, you're so cuuuute okay! (: keep smiling kay. :D haha! loveeeeeeeeee. *spastic smiles*
JEDIDAH;
MY DEAR BSB SINGING PARTNER. :D haha and remember Raymond Wang? omg damn funny! hahaha :D we'll sit there, and come up with the most spastic moves for BSB songs! oh i miss those times xP and your funny romance stories that are the same all the time! laoshi "bu yao rou ma!" BREAK UP WITH KAME WITH YOU? HAHA HE'S NOT WORTH TO BE MY DADDY xP
KATRINA;
haha you molester :O i remember how we first talked, WHEN YOU TICKLED ME. hahaha! you're going off at the end of this yeaaaaaaaaaar D: and i'll miss you sososososososo much okay! BELLYPIERCING. :D end of this year! you and your emo fringe :O haha. OH AND CHOCOLATE/BANANA CAKE HAHAHA. :D
AMELIA;
HUISHANNN:D HAHA! i remember laoshi is always calling out to you! and chinese projectttt :D haha! that was the funny times. :D oh man, i miss hcl lessons last year, super funny. :D
AMANDALAI;
you skinnnneh person! haha. you rejected NJ, haha shiiiiit, now i wish i rejected too! oh man, haha, classmates for two years! :D you're fricking spastic and retarded haha xP but stay pretty my dear! (:
LINGLI;
DADDDDDDDDY :D ohman! i miss you calling me baby :( NAMASTE :D haha the absolute cutieeee! oh man, are you still going there for childcare? the kids are so cute, i miss them so much! and us always obsessing over Namaste!
ESTHERLYN;
ESTHER LIN HUIJING! with all that spastic lame jokes. hahaha, creating all the noise for us in class, and hcl! haha. then always imitate laoshi :D haha! and mrs heeeeeeeeeeee. oh man, i really miss hanging out with you guys! D:
HUIYING;
OPPA ♥ i love you so! :D haha, i still remember last time basketball! (: then after that, 2grace :D haha. and our vday's date. :O haha. you're always being so smiley and so retarded, all your funny jokes :D you used to worry so much, but now it's a-okay right? haha loveeee you and miss you like crazy!
VALENTINA;
YONGSTER (: haha! you crazy dieting girl, when you're already so skinny! haha, i remember your "Baby, come back" moves, and all the spastic timesssss. :D haha. and valen so chiooo, so many guys going after you eh! :D haha. ohman, haha, then we used to hyper around, and we'll disturb each other in class xP hahaha. TONS OF MISSES.
VIOLET;
PANDION/RANDOMBABE♥ haha. i love you so much and miss you like crazy too! the times when we talked so much crap on the phone (yeah, i hate talking to you on the phone when you're watching tv xP) we practically stuck together for two years, and it sucks to know that you're not around so much anymore D: i miss you tons, all the bitching, and going out. SOMETIME SOON I HOPE (:
CHARLOTTEWANG;
MUMMMMMMMY :D haha i miss the way you call me "baby" too! you say it in a reaaaaal trademark way :D haha. and i remember that time we went your house! (okay i cant remember for what). hahaha. oh man, missssssssssssssssssssses :D
XIFAN;
ZHANGXIFAN. haha! (: ILY. you poooot, always kick my chair last time when i fall asleep xP EVERYSINGLETIME. hahaha. xifan also so preeeeeeetty. and haha, progressionist tuition! (ALL THOSE STUPID ROADBLOCKERS HAHA) you are daamn sensible, haha, and always being there! :D loveeeee.
STEPHANIEZHAO;
ZHAOO. hahaha, you super loud crazy horse buttttttt xP always laughing like a craaazy woman, and your crazy obsession with Edward Cullen. must tone down abit about him okay! haha he's FICTIONAL my dear! :)
KAILIN;
my dear archiveee. :D haha! i owe you tons and tons and tons of outings! sorrry babeee (: haha, it's beeeen damn long (that you've become so old and yellowww you archive!) haha, i remember all the times, that we've spent together, spastic-ing and laughing like crazy people about the dumbest things (: those times.
PEIYI;
sexxxxy! haha, i miss sec one, when we used to have so much fun, bitching and spamming neoprints :O haha! have you gotten over Jiro yet? ahha, Jesse is the loveeee! rightright? (: haha. ohman, i miss you tonzxzx. :D and we've been delaying time to go out so muchhh! D:
JOSIE;
JOSIEEEEE (and the pussycats). you la, never get into NJ. D: haha, you spastic woman, always laughing at the craziest thaaangs, and your ._. looks at me when i get lame :D haha! spam neoprintttts :D LOVEEEE!
TANSY;
TANSYLEEEEE. haha, you split personality woman! hahaha :D i remember your then crazy obsession over ____ (: and you were hyperventilating like crazy over her. our crazy bitching sessions, and haha, our ppg bag. LOL. (i cant find mine xP ) haha. LOVEEEEE :D
SIEWJIA;
HAHA, MUMMY! (i just realised, i have THREE mums!) okay, yes i admit i still owe you money! haha (: i remember your past crazy obsessions! and PINKYONE:D haha! campfeaaast. good luck for handover next week (: i cant wait to see you guys man!
VALERIE;
MOKKKKIE :D haha! we've yet to go to the arcade! and spam games :( haha. i miss you so much! you always make me laugh, and our bitching sessions with one another :D loveee!
KIMBERLEY;
hahaha, i remember company outing :D our part skit, you were the octopussss. haha, you Shia Labeouf lover! :) and i remember your colourful fbts! hahaha!
CAROLYN;
BALAAA:D haha. PINKYONE too! (: haha. so many guys ask you for number eh eh eh? :D haha! you always make so much sense, and your sweet note/sunflower along with chloe/xinyuan! :D haha. the note's still with meeee :D love!
ADELIA;
ADELIAKHOO. haha, you damn noisy person! xP and you used to be super slack (though i dont know about now). and supeerrrr flexible haha. remember your used-to-be obsessions! :D haha! damn funnnny :) haha. classmates for a year&platoonmates :D
LAUREN;
LAURENLAM:D haha! my prata buddy! and book buddy! and pepper lunch buddy! you're like my almost-everything buddy! it's been super long since we went on a date! :D and our (okay fine mine) spasms on msn :D haha! and your used-to-be rihanna haircut, haha :D
QIYING;
QIYINGGGG:D you talllllie. haha, and the superduper pro commander:D haha, so louddd (: haha. and you're always so dao! when you're not dao you're damn retarded thoughh :D haha. loveee (:
CHLOE;
CHLOEWONG, you pooooooooooooot haha! ___ loves you! :D haha. our bitchings about ___. and you superduper ego person. i'm glad you still care about her though! (: despite no one else caring. if you got any updates must let me know okay! *spastic smiles*
JOANNA;
haha you're like the mummmy of the whoooole platoon! (LIKE THAT TIME PLATOON CHALET) you're always so cute and sensible at the same timee :D haha. gummmybears! :D
NATALIE;
still remember L and C? haha that was like, two years ago :\ haha. and "xiaojie, wo yao ni de hao ma ke yi ma" that still cracks me up as eveerr! you and your craaazy obsessions (: haha! smile more kayyy! (: preeetty girl! haha.
XINYUN;
blur queeeeeeeeeeeeen:) haha! you damn cute girl that so many people are obsessed over :O haha! you're always so sweet and making me laugh! (: haha. and your spasticccc smiles. :D blanksss out! haha :)

by the time i realise it all, it was already too late to take a step back.
those times ♥
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BECAUSE YOU LIVE; Jesse McCartney
Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive

Because you live, I live, I live
♥

xoxo

#TWENTY

2008-05-15T23:31:00.008+08:00

haha exams start tomorrow! D:

it's like superduper late, compared to other schools. all my other schools' friends are slacking like crazy already! and i'm here, ~~mugging~~slacking. :D haha.

today supposed have no school! but i went to school as per usual. :O despite it being a thursday, when school starts at 830, i reached school at SEVEN! haha. genie and nurul both didn't answer their phones nor replied my constant smses! D: lucky audie was in school. i can't loner study, i feel weird haha. i need someone around so that i can bombard questions with :D haha! mugged abit (yeah, i know so fricking early), and slept, and walked around, and mugged abit, and slept, and walked around. :D haha! then, genie reaaached. nurul the pig woke up late and made me laugh like crazy with her sms about just waking up. :D haha!

then consultation for phys/a math! D: shiiiitzx, i still don't know alotalotalot of stuff! D: haha, deaaaaaad. xP then, mugged awhile in the library, tried to do math. but can't do! D: i swear soma is freaking S-I-C-K. me and jingyi were both, :O and that stupid guy, couldn't stop laughing at us, when nurul and i said we dared to kiss each other on the cheek. and we did, lol haha. then we had some two random guys staring at us and laughing. what the toooot xP but there's nothing wrong la, it's just the cheek .____. haha.

after that go homeeeeee. i reached home, watched tv, ate icecream :D and stoned around. then i fell asleep hahaha! until 10 xP lol. so now i'm not very tired, that's the whole point why i'm here. haha. i don't want to mug for tomorrow so dumb. nothing to mug. tomorrow is LA and HCL xD haha. don't need to mug. okay maybe i'll go sleep. :D haha!

omg, 987 damn funny now. :D the mutton VS mutton thingum. :D hahaha. Vernon's gonna get sprayed with a fire extinguisher. :O hahaha! wish i was there. xP

! HAZEL ; robot loveee.(: says:

then at that time, i'll be sticking my tongue out at you

! HAZEL ; robot loveee.(: says:

I S A A C says:

eh WHAT

I S A A C says:

i pull your tongue

I S A A C says:

and cut off i tell you.

I S A A C says:

no more tongue for you.

! HAZEL ; robot loveee.(: says:

I S A A C says:

hahahaha

I S A A C says:

no tongue k

I S A A C says:

no tongue

! HAZEL ; robot loveee.(: says:

hahaha!

I S A A C says:

cut off

I S A A C says:

become xl

HAHAHAHAHA :D xP to xl LOL! spasm lil' boy with his malt candy, "i'm doing something unexpected" .__. haha! (for some reason, blogger isnt showing symbol that's together on the same key with \, so i've subbed it with l. :D haha! )

Hazel has sent 782 messages in 9 days. shiiiiiiit, gotta stop! if not i'm gonna bomb like crazy again this month :\ haha. only left with 218 messages to go. and prolly less, cause i'm messaging now. *silly grins*

LUKE; lol, not emo la haha
LAUREN; there are huuuuge problems with your eyes xP :D
JINGYI; haha you blur sotong goldfish! :D no lor, haha, i heard it clearly "anata wa baka des" (!!!)
CHANDEL; i'm glad you know you're stupid :D haha.
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THE WAY I DO; Marcos Hernandez
Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do

Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

I love you
I need you
I want you
The way I do
♥

xoxo

#NINETEEN

2008-05-14T22:36:00.010+08:00

haha, shiiit, i'm having like, super mixed feelings now .__.

study day! went to jurong to make ez link card. :D (yes i know, finally!) haha. then after that, went to bukit batok to 'study', with jingyi, daryl, minh and wenyi. qiqi came later. :D haha. then met her walked around westmall for awhile, before going back to the library. i hardly studied, and slept quite abit. xP then we went sakaeeee. :D haha. i swear jingyi was damn funny. cause wenyi said "anata wa baka des" which means you are stupid. then jingyi, being her blur self, asked "huh you learn bangladesh?" HAHAHA. :D damn funny. hahah

Somehow every thing's gonna fall into place
If only we had a way to make it all fall faster everyday
If only time flew like a dove
Well God, make it fly faster than I'm falling in love

i reached home, then after awhile, katrina calllled! :D haha, she finished her tuition then wanted to meet, so i went to meet her. besides, her tuition is like what, few houses away ._. haha. missed you babe! ♥ haha. :D talked til her dad camee.

and i've started on bio, but i'm only at the third gland. :D i don't know la, don't feel like studying xP studies are so annoying. i wanna get out of schoooool! D: who cares about the future anymore, we're gonna die eventually.

Holding onto patience wearing thin
I can't force these eyes to see the end
If only time flew like a dove
Well, we could watch it fly and just keep looking up

super mixed feelings! i'm jumping inside, and sad inside too! D: shiiiiiiiiiiiiiit. hahaha. i need to go bang my head against some wall. ah i'm so pissed at myself xP hazel, you're such a beeeeeeeeeeeg fat idiot! D:

i shall go wallow in self pity, and drown myself out with icecream (if it's opened) or just fill my head with IH tonight (shiit, haha, amy's gonna kill me). i'm so pathetic, but whatever.

AND HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHILDHOOD BESTIEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ♥
Kelly Goh Yanyi. :D

I STILL WANT YOUR SEXY GREEN CAMERA. D:

(TWITTWITTWIT ALERT!)
we've yet to go out for soooo long! hahaha. and my dear friend here has some guy going after her woahh :D i promised i'll send you a photo of your eye candy soon, so come online once your comp is fixed xP hahaha! LOVE ♥ Paramoreeee and NLT is the love! :D haha! and our hamsters. D:
do you know that your love is the sweetest sin

DARYL; haha you lousy. then you banged the table and twisted your specs .__.
LUKE; haha of course, she's my sis. :D
DARREN; haha, i say cannot! howhowhow? xP you rotten banana. huh why 9am? LOL.
LUKE; haha, will try.
CHANDEL; nope, not proven xP Jesse's so much better.
NADINE; haha whatever! no bikini for me! (never)
CHANDEL; chandel, you need specs. (:
NADINE; haha yay! agree with me :D Jesse is the absolute hotness. ♥
CHANDEL; sorry, i not like you, beeeeembo. :D haha. Jesse's hotter! ♥ the hotness :O
CHLOE; haha i hate maths and science, i can't understand 'em! and i think __ will ask you soooon :D haha you know what i mean. :D
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THAT'S WHAT YOU GET; Paramore
No sir, well, I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore
It's your turn, so take a seat
We're settling the final score
And why do we like to hurt so much?

I can't decide, you have made it harder
Just to go on
And why, all the possibilities
Well, I was wrong

That's what you get
When you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get
When you let your heart win, whoa

I drowned out all my senses
With the sound of its beating
And that's what you get
When you let your heart win, whoa

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel
When you're not here?
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built
When you were here

I still try holding onto silly things
I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilities
I'm sure you've heard

That's what you get
When you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get
When you let your heart win, whoa

I drowned out all my sense
With the sound of its beating
And that's what you get
When you let your heart win, whoa

Pain, make your way to me, to me
And I'll always be just so inviting
If I ever start to think straight
This heart will start a riot in me
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh, why do we like to hurt so much?
That's what you get
When you let your heart win, whoa

That's what you get
When you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get
When you let your heart win, whoa

Now I can't trust myself
With anything but this
And that's what you get
When you let your heart win, whoa
♥

xoxo
and it's really crazy, how you got me hooked on so badly. you're just like a drug, keeping me coming back for more every single time. ♥ it's more than an addiction, but i don't know what to do anymore

#EIGHTEEN

2008-05-12T22:51:00.005+08:00

stupid alien scares the crapshit out of meeeee. D: something about scary unexplainable banging. D: I'M FREAKING OUT. assssshole! xP

haha, kristal is danggg cute! just now she tried to tell me a story. and it was hilarious. :D it went something like ;
There was once a thousand fairies, and me! I was the beautiful golden berry, eh no, beautiful golden fairy. Then there was an evil witch called Bombom (i know, like .___. right! hahaha) She threw her magic wand. Kristal said "No! You cannot kill my fairies, no, fairy friends!" And she battled with her Pokemon. And the witch had a Vulpix (OMG LOL!) And once again, the day was saved, thanks to Kristal the fairy!

HAHAHA. :D jasmine, siti and i were laughing like craaazy once it was done. there was a lot other details, but i only remember those haha! it's like a combination of fairies, pokemon and ppg ._. haha! too much media influence. :O

today schoooool was super dumb! i laughed until my stomach hurt like crap during lunch! all nurul's fault! and nurul is eeeeevil xP okay not that evil, but she gets what i mean! RAWR. D: haha, and we were talking about who being daddy's/mummy's girl. then when chandel asked me, i said i was "Jesse's girl" :D Jesse McCartney baby! ♥ then chandel said she was marcus's girl. no wonder, she's cleanliness rep, marker girl. :D haha. after school went to serene to "mug" with genie, qiqi, daryl and wenyi hahaha. alot of crapshit, and i couldn't study! slack :D i'm simply not in the mood for interims!

AND I DONT UNDERSTAND MAN AND IDEAS
I DONT UNDERSTAND CHEMISTRY
I DONT UNDERSTAND BIOLOGY
I DONT UNDERSTAND PHYSICS
I DONT UNDERSTAND A MATH
I DONT UNDERSTAND E MATH
(!!!)
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one word to describe my upcoming interims.

"mati"

in other words, "die" (: hello low GPA, i look forward to seeing you. :D

and the robots i drew are hella cute. :D seriously. i'll scan them in tomorrow hahaha. i'm not being ego. :D haha!

AND I STILL WANT TO GO TO THE ZOO/SENTOSA. :DD after interimmmmms!

DARYL; haha! you typed exactly what i told you to.
NADINE; NADINEEE. haha shopping :O but no money D: haha! i need a new swimsuit! :X
KAILIN; haha walao, green highlights! xP i waaant haha. green is fricking sexy. :D
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SHADOW OF THE DAY; Linkin Park
I close both locks below the window
I close both blinds and turn away
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple
Sometimes good bye's the only way

And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you
And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you

In cards and flowers on your window
Your friends all plead for you to stay
Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple
Sometimes good bye's the only way

And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you
And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you
♥

xoxo

#SEVENTEEN

2008-05-11T20:42:00.006+08:00

I GOT MY GREEN PAPER. :D
IT'S SO SEXY HAHAHAHA.

betcha green with envy (:

xoxo

#SIXTEEN

2008-05-11T15:57:00.005+08:00

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love, and I know that it's all mine
Oh, woah

HELLOOOOO. (:

isn't my new blogskin so cute. :D haha robots! i don't know why, but i have this sudden obsession with robots. :D especially little green ones! (X
cutenessssss. ♥

Do what you want, but you're never gonna break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me
No, woah

HAHA, omg, i haven't made my ez link! which i was supposed to make ages ago! :\ haha. i can't go for interims this time without my ez link card, mr eng will totally kill me! i think i'll go make it during study days or something, when there's absolutely nobody (i hope) in the morning! haha. and i totally haven't taken a new passport photo, cause the photo on my passport is not okay! :\ and i'm going malaysia sooooooooooon, for OAC camp. haha!

and to top that, i haven't studied for interims! okay i TRIED to study. xP but it didn't work out. i'm so gonna fail chem, phys, bio, maths! DD: and chinese probably too! and mi, i totally don't get fallacies. everyone's talking about them, and i'm like *stone*. i need a tutor! D: and a very patient one to top that. :D haha.

VIETNAM WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR. i don't get the Agent Orange part ._. rawr! haha. and i'm supposed to be doing on the effects! :\ haha. i'm slacking off now!

And there's no more lies
In the darkness, there's this light
And nobody cries
There's only butterflies

oh, and HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all the mothers out there. :D i'm feeling so nice today! hahaha. (and i realised there's no hot pink font!) i made a preeetty card for my mum. :D (and got horribly glued all over) but it looked super plain, cause i left my orange paper in school :\ so i used drawing block. haha, i want to buy green paper! :D hahaha.

haha my sis is being daaamn weird now! she just came in with a toy monkey and yoghurt. "the monkey's for you and the yoghurt for me!" hahaha, not like i like yoghurt anyway *makes a face* i smeeeeell raspberry! hahaha. I WANT BEN&JERRRRYS. :D okay i sound so materialistic, whatever haha!

and oh my god! hahaha. my mum keeps insisting my cheeks got chubbier! :O i'm gonna look like a hamster man! hahaha. :D cheek faaaats. maybe she mistook my cheek abs, from laughing too much. :D haha! and thought they were fats instead of abs! hahaha. chubby cheeks! ._. (alliteration! hahahaha)

I CANT WAIT FOR AFTER EXAMS! :D cause it means total slack parade! okay fine not really, since there are camps in june holidays. :D haha. i can't waaaait though! and scncc's handover. :D i can't wait haha! :D i wanna go back and see 'em. ♥ and i can't wait to go to the zoo! :D i wanna go sentosa too! (:

The sun is on my side
Take me for a ride
I smile up to the sky
I know I'll be all right

OKAYYY, i'm off to bathe! then go take my passport photo :D and hopefully can go buy green paper! :D

LUKE; haha! yeah okay. mint m&ms are the loveeeee.
KAILIN; haha! (: mosquitoes are in love with you :O hahah!
VALENTINA; HEYYY:D haha! you're welcome :D hahaha. love you too! ♥
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I STILL BELIEVE; Hayden Panettiere
Somehow I know I will find a way
To a brighter day in the sun
Somewhere I know that he waits for me
Someday soon he'll see I'm the one

I won't give up on this feeling
And nothing could keep me away

'Cause I still believe in destiny
That you and I were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
'Cause I still believe, believe in love

I know what's real cannot be denied
Although it may hide for awhile
With just one touch love can calm your fears
Turning all your tears into smiles

It's such a wondrous feeling
I know that my heart can't be wrong

'Cause I still believe in destiny
That you and I were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
'Cause I still believe, believe in love

Enough to make miracles change everything
Lift you from the darkness and make your heart sing
Love is forever when you fall
It's the greatest power of all

Oh I still believe in destiny
That you and I were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
'Cause I still believe, believe in love

Yes, I still believe, believe in love
I still believe in love
I still believe, believe in love
♥

xoxo

#FIFTEEN

2008-05-09T21:07:00.006+08:00

haha the past few days of school have been pretty normal. (: as usual. wednesday, track and field haha. nothing much. got sexxaye glitter glue-ons. it was what came after that was fun. :D haha. stoned around the field. the usual childishness of the ip1 guys kicked in. haha, and mak chased me around the field ._. haha. and, then lay on the field blah. after that went to taka with jiali, mak, nadine and qiqi. :D ate pepperlunch with nadine and qiqi. jiali and mak went to shop.

and today; saw valentina yong. :D haha. miss her tonzx. coro (: haha. she's as slow as usual. haha! loveeeee babe! haha. the green sticker you put on my phone. :D

and there's hearts all over the world tonight. ♥

everything's been a rush, a blur. who knew the year of 2008 could be so troublesome, so annoying, compared to 2007. last year, everything was so nice, so relaxed. i guess things change, and everything ain't gonna be the same ever again. i miss last year. you guys create the best memories in my life, but i guess it's just gonna be part of my heart, and just that. this year's passing fast, almost scarily fast. like you're in a standstill, with everything rushing by you. it's scary, it really is.
the next thing you know, you're better off dead.

YUJIE; haha, thanks. (:
NADINE; haha yeah, totally :D
LUKE; haha but you have to grab 'em fast, before it's all gone.
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I MISS YOU; Blink 182
(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if you want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all spiders
Catching things and their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)

(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)
♥
i take a look back at the times we had together, the fun that we had. our bitching sessions, our little dates, our jokes and all our laughter. our crazy wild ideas of how the next few years would be, if we would still be friends despite moving on. i look back, at every single moment we had. every thing that we went through together, thick and thin. and then i realise, it's every bit of you that i miss. the bad, the good, the ups, the downs, the fun, the whines, the rebellions, every single moment.
I MISS YOU ♥
i really really really really really really do.
xoxo

#FOURTEEN

2008-05-06T21:55:00.004+08:00

HELLO. :D

i'm bored. and i'm supposed to be studying for stupid bio test tomorrow. stupid 5%. stupid bio test. rawr :\

haha my buddy is so sweeet. (: the top is meeee, the bottom is him! hahah. :D and i'm so nice to him lol. appreciate it budddy!

WE ARE TEH PROZX. :D *kallang waves*

i'm so booooooooooooored. today school was frigging boring! i fell asleep super lot today :\ haha. in conclusion, school is booooooooring. :D i'm sure you all agree! (i think i slept too much, that's why i'm so high now). stupid san wengkin, trying to scam me! no hashbrown for you. xP jingyi so chio! why won't you admittt. :D hahaha.

oh oh! damn funny today. :D cause nurul was saying she was feeling so hottt! haha. pity her seat, i'm under the faaaan. :D then minh said "nurul, you're so hot!" HAHAH, the entire two rows just burst out into sudden laughter. then after that, he saw nurul fanning herself. then he told me "nurul is still hot" HAHA, freaking funny okay! (alliteration coolzx) talking about alliteration, today nurul was like "hi honey" and i said "bye baby" :D then we realised it was alliteration! haha damn cooolzx. Hi Honey, Bye Baby. :D

MINT M&MS ARE THE LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. :D

(this photo was taken from the web.)
haha! damn niceeee. :D and i was talking about it to, at least 6 people? EVERY SINGLE ONE HAS NOT TRIED IT. you freaking deprived kids! D: it's so niceeeeeee. :D too bad i'm finishing mine, if not i'll bring to school and ~~share~~ :D haha. i'm gonna buy another tomorrow. freaking addictive. :D like how cadbury mints too! mints are loveeeeeeellaayye. :D firstly, cause they are green. secondly, cause they got an absolutely lovely taste. lastly, cause it's daaaamn good with chocolate! :D

I AM WAAAAAAAAAAY BEHIND IN PHYS, CHEM, BIO, MATHS AND IH HAHAHA. :D I DONT GET A FREAKING SHIT (!!!) hazel badly needs a tutor who can give her a crash course for the interims! :D pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaase?

okay this part is gonna get materialisticccc;
I NEED NEW BAG. D:
I NEED NEW SHIRTSZX. D:
I NEED A NEW PHONEE. D:
I NEED MY FRINGE TO GROW. D:
I NEED MY CARTILLAGE PIERCING. D:
I NEED A HOLIDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY FROM REAL! D:

i sound so no life today ._. haha! OKAY, I SHALL BECOME EVEN MORE NO-LIFE AND MUG FOR BIO (NOT!)
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DARRENLIM; hahaha, you spassssszzzum more! i'm bored too ._.
BUDDY; RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! BACK.
MAK; hello! ♥ mreeeeowwww. :D cats are cool! (:
CHANDEL; uh! i'm no where like him! i'm unique and cool and sexy in my own way. :D HAHA.
ANDREW; haha no luhhhh! shortshort only la (X
ERVIN; haha yeah! fricking coooool. :D
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NOBODY'S HOME; Avril Lavigne
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah, oh

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside... oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside... oh oh yeah
♥

xoxo

#THIRTEEN

2008-05-05T14:36:00.009+08:00

the biggest online dance battle! :D haha. started with Step Up 2's director, Jon M Chu and Adam Sevani challenging Miley Cyrus and Mandy for a online dance battle. :D fricking cool. many celebs blah. i like the third video the most. still trying to upload it.

Part 1; http://youtube.com/watch?v=8a-FBSEFqcM (challenge start off with ACDC)
Part 2; http://youtube.com/watch?v=ngBLWZFTJ7E (Miley and Mandy's come back)
Part 3; http://youtube.com/watch?v=UA7dEWKAT7Y&feature=dir (ACDC back at 'em)

if you wanna watch real breakdancing, watch part 3 :D haha. nicest. :D there's NLT :DD i guess afterall since V's Adam's brother. :D JJ looks so cuteeee. :D Jabbawockeez, and others :D damn coolzx. all part of ACDC; Adam/Chu Dance Crew

xoxo

#TWELVE

2008-05-04T21:10:00.002+08:00

I'M SO FRICKING FUGGING PISSED OFFFF.
stop screaming like i've done nothing but wrong for my past fourteen years.
stop making me feel like some shit that should have never been born.
stop bringing me down at every chance you've got.

you have no idea how much it affects me.

i need a fugging big tub of icecream.
i need a trip to the playground.
i need somewhere, something, to take my mind of this fricking world that's dying even more everyday.

a great thank you to my ranting buddy (:
he's been listening and making me laugh. later i say "i love you buddy!" your girlfriend come kill me, haha. anyway thanks mucho! ♥
WE ARE TEH PROZX. :D our little trademark there yo.

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

xoxo